I'm just gonna share something completely random about my personal life to some unknown people...like I just felt like I wanted someone to talk to someone about this but I just couldn't coz I have told this to many people many times so I think they're sick of this shit...so here's it.
It was just a regular class ,I was in 6th grade and I used to like this guy (I'm not gonna reveal his name,so imma name him Sam) Sam. A friend of mine just told him that infront of me and he goes like "yeah I know I'm quite handsome" and then whole class goes like "wohooooo" and I stand there in a completely blank state of mind not knowing what to do.
So the other day he comes up to me and offers me a chocolate(expensive one) it was valentines day so it was pretty romantic. Again the whole class goes like "wohoooo" and this time I blush. I had a feeling that he liked me too and I really hoped he did!!
A new session starts and his feelings for me grew. We used to hangout with our friends,go to swimming in summers and stuff it was pretty nice till he asked me out and that was 4th of November ,2016. I told him that I needed time...even though I didnt (you know I was playing hard to get) we used be really shy coz he was my first love and I was his first love😢. I still remember the day he asked me out in such a stupid way,I was about to laugh but I didn't😂. After 2 days I said yes! He was really happy and so was I. I finally got the love of my life! What could've been better than this?
Months went like this. In our winter break he did not even talk to me even after our school reopened...I was so pissed that I finally got rid of him. Not exactly but I did. We used to go in the same bus ,same class until our new session started and our sections changed (its in india,you have 4-5 diff. sections for one class) and Sam started ignoring me. If we used to have an eye contact in the hallway,I would say "hi" and he used to completely ignore it. But somehow by the sake of my friends....they brought us up again! I really loved him until he said that he said "yes" to me in pressure of my friends...that was the time my heart broke into pieces.
My friends hugged me and told him "this was your last chance and you ruined it. You're not gonna get her back! " He realized my worth at that time and thought 'bout it. The next day he said he loved me and poor me believed him and we got back together...things went pretty great this time till he forgot my birthday!😤 I was so pissed like I could rip his throat off! But at the end it was love and I forgave him.
So there was this day where me and one my friend was about to hangout together. So this guy comes at my place ,it gets pretty late so we decide to go to roof and talk ,I was like "fine let's go,I'll get something to eat" he in return said "nah there's no need ,I'm gonna go in 5 mins anyways". We went upt to the roof ,talked about for 2 mins and I realized him getting close to me and before I could push him off,he already had a good grip of me and layed me down on the floor and was all over me..I tried to break through but he was so strong but when I finally did ,he pressed me boobs and got off and slapped him really hard and ran as fast as I could....those million pieces were about to get back together until this happened, I was broke. Totally. I took me time to get over it. I couldn't tell Sam about it and felt like it wasn't right and if he knew about this he'd be really really hurt. So I broke up with him,for his BETTERMENT.
It was the start of a new session when he starts abusing and disrespecting me in front of my friends without knowing how hard it is for me. In the middle of the year I told my friend to tell him about this whole scene because I still didnt had the courage to. He called me the same night and we talked about it. After a month me and my friends (including Sam) decided to go out for a movie buy no one except Sam and I could make it. So we went and us being teenagers had ragging hormones so we held hands and talked about stuff and hugged and a lot more (I'm not gonna get into details). And that evening he again asked me out....(he already liked this other girl of his class) so I told him I'm gonna say "yes" only if you're ready to leave her for me. I know you guys are gonna be in shock when you read what he said - "I can't do that,she'll get hurt" and damn! I wish I could murder him right there and then but I didn't say a word (after all love of the life.....)
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