Blood On Your Lies

@j-k-poetry

Tell Me You’re Ok

You smile in your pictures

But you still fill up on liquor

You tell me you’re ok

Baby tell that to your ashtray

You dance around feelings

No one told you this isn’t ballet

Maybe you should run away

But isn’t that a little cliche

So you took the fast way

To forget about the bad days

I’m sorry I couldn’t help you

I was busy drowning in my own way

- j.k.

Kinda cheesy but true though.

Bleeding Horizon

Horizon bleeding fragile colors

Leaving behind old memories

Left in agony

Couldn't withstand the pleas and screams

Soon we'll be submerged in complete

Tragedy of dark nights

Trails of tears mourning forgotten light.

If you’re reading this

And your heart feels

Like a broken bird

In the jaws of hurt

And the darkness is

A prison you built

Yet cannot escape

If you feel no one sees

You, or looks through

You, if you are a ghost

To the people you love

And it aches in ways

You cannot describe

Please know that I

Am here, and I will

Always listen, you never

Have to drown alone

I honestly really needed this right now.

"I did nothing to save myself."

- Elie Wiesel's book: Night

Emerging Darkness

I retreat to my chambers

Where I sink into my mattress

The folds arise around me

Pulling me in

Holding me down

Something stirs in the darkness

Monsters emerge from shadows

Worn disgusting grimaces

Cloaked in black

They approach me

Hold me down

Tie me up

Wear me down

Closed my mouth

In this world

They wear the crown

I am nothing now

- j.k. poetry

Love At Long Last

I can think of nothing else

Except the memory of my hand in his

And the magic that lay within

As his finger tips printed

Loving poems into my palms

My heart memorized and sung all night long

My memory refused to let go

And In that moment

time moved slow

- j.k. poetry

Deadly Eyes

Trapped in a frozen glacier, frozen ice, frozen time. The air is cold and I am shrouded with wisps and swirls of white breath. Light shines through the tinted blue glass mimicking beauty of the outside. A torturous taunt of what’s behind this icy prison of mine. I will forever be trapped in this deadly beauty until the end of time.

- j.k. poetry

I Hate Me Too

We scream until I can no longer differentiate your voice from mine.

Trails of tears, I don’t remember when I started to cry.

Another punch, another kick, I cannot escape from this.

Pleas and cries for help echo through my mind.

The evil will not escape your eyes.

So cut me, watch me bleed. 

At least your only hurting me.

Tell me what you see in my face?

Perhaps a bad memory?

Is this why you cage me?

Is that why you hate me?

It’s okay, I hate me too.

- j.k. poetry