It’s gonna hurt. Fuck, it’s gonna hurt like hell. When you give everything you have to someone, and it’s still not enough, it’s going to rip you apart inside. Then it’ll slowly start to get better. You’ll think about things other than them. You’ll find ways to occupy your mind. Some days you’ll still wake up wanting to call them just to say good morning. You’ll still spend some days crying and listening to sad songs that remind you of them. You’ll fall asleep crying because it doesn’t feel right without them there. That’s okay. It’s okay that it hurts. But it’s okay for it to get better, too. It’s okay to let yourself heal. It’s okay to go get drunk in hopes that you’ll get them off your mind, but it’s okay to dance around your room in your underwear because you feel actually happy, too. Life isn’t going to stop. I know right now it feels like the world has stopped turning, but it hasn’t. You’ll make new friends and meet new people. Eventually, you’ll stop thinking about them altogether. And you might remember them forever. They might have a small part of you forever. But you’ll change. You’ll grow. And one day you might even wonder why you loved them, because you recognize that you didn’t deserve to be hurt like that. It’s okay to be okay.

this really speaks to me (via seeing-rouge)

Do not fall in love with people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.
Source: serious

Thank you for the Recommendations!

Here are the recommendations that I got in the past four hours!

  1. Legend by Marie Lu
  2. City of Bones/Mortal Instruments series by Cassie Clare
  3. Loki’s Wolves  K.L. Armstrong and M.A. Marr
  4. Artemis Fowl by Eoin Colfer
  5. Skulduggery Pleasant by Derek Landy
  6. The Finishing School Series by Gail Carriger
  7. The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern
  8. Matched by Ally Condie
  9. Pegasus and the Flame by Kate O’Hearn
  10. The Seven Realms Series by Cinda Williams Chima
  11. The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken
  12. Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas
  13. The Unwateds by Lisa McMann
  14. Savvy by Ingrid Law
  15. Gregor and the Overlander by Suzanne Collins
  16. Fablehaven by Brandon Mull
  17. The Emerald Atlas by John Stephens
  18. Caught by Harlen Coben
  19. The Thin Executioner by Darren Shan
  20. Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs
  21. The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater
  22. The Gustav Gloom series by Adam-Troy Castro
  23. Leviathan Trilogy by Scott Westerfeld
  24. Lunar Chronicles by Marissa Meyer
  25. Perks of Being a Wallflower by  Stephen Chbosky
  26. The Enders Game by  Orson Scott Card
  27. American Gods by Neil Gaiman 
  28. The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman
  29. Magisterium series by  Holly Black and Cassandra Clare
  30. Violet Wings series by  Victoria Hanley
  31. The Tales of Earth Sea by Ursula K LeGuin
  32. Annals of the Western Shore by Ursula K LeGuin
  33. The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher  
  34. Codex Alera by Jim Butcher   
  35. The Cinder Spires by Jim Butcher
  36. The Healing Wars by Janice Hardy
  37. Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard
  38. Memoirs of an Imaginary Friend by Matthew Dicks
  39. The Foxhole Court by  Nora Sakavic
  40. The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Záfon
  41. Fallen by Lauren Kate
  42. Hush, Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick
  43. The Weight of Silence by Heather Gudenkauf
  44. The Night School Series by  C.J. Daugherty
  45. Mither Mages by  Orson Scott
  46. The Septimus Heap series by Angie Sage
  47. The Virals series by Kathy Reichs
  48. House of Stairs by William Sleator
  49. Insignia by SJ Kincaid
  50. Half Blood by Jennifer L Armentrout
  51. HIVE by Mark Waldon
  52. The Seven Wonders series by  Peter Lerangis
  53.  Good Omens by Neil Gaiman
  54. They Came On Viking Ships by Jackie French
  55. Shatter Me series by Tahereh Mafi 
  56. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak Alienated by Melissa Landers 
  57. Anna and the French Kiss  by Stephanie Perkins Proxy and Alex London

I’m still taking suggestions!

BBC's List of 100 Books To Read

  1. The Lord of the Rings by JRR Tolkein
  2. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
  3. His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman
  4. The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
  5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by JK Rowling
  6. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
  7. Winnie the Pooh by AA Milne
  8. Nineteen Eighty-Four by George Orwell
  9. The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe by CS Lewis
  10. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
  11. Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
  12. Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
  13. Birdsong by Sebastian Faulks
  14. Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
  15. The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger
  16. The Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grahame
  17. Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
  18. Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
  19. Captain Corelli’s Mandolin by Louis de Bernieres
  20. War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
  21. Gone With the Wind by Margaret Mitchell
  22. Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s/Sorcerer’s Stone by JK Rowling
  23. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by JK Rowling
  24. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by JK Rowling
  25. The Hobbit by JRR Tolkien
  26. Tess of the D’Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy
  27. Middlemarch by George Eliot
  28. A Prayer For Owen Meany by John Irving
  29. The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck
  30. Alice’s Adventures In Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
  31. The Story of Tracy Beaker by Jacqueline Wilson
  32. One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
  33. The Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett
  34. David Copperfield by Charles Dickens
  35. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory by Roald Dahl
  36. Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson
  37. A Town Like Alice by Nevil Shute
  38. Persuasion by Jane Austen
  39. Dune by Frank Herbert
  40. Emma by Jane Austen
  41. Anne of Green Gables by LM Montgomery
  42. Watership Down by Richard Adams
  43. The Great Gatsby by F Scott Fitzgerald
  44. The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
  45. Brideshead Revisited by Evelyn Waugh
  46. Animal Farm by George Orwell
  47. A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
  48. Far From the Madding Crowd by Thomas Hardy
  49. Goodnight Mister Tom by Michelle Magorian
  50. The Shell Seekers by Rosamunde Pilcher
  51. The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett
  52. Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
  53. The Stand by Stephen King
  54. Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
  55. A Suitable Boy by Vikram Seth
  56. The BFG by Roald Dahl
  57. Swallows and Amazons by Arthur Ransome
  58. Black Beauty by Anna Sewell
  59. Artemis Fowl by Eoin Colfer
  60. Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
  61. Noughts and Crosses by Malorie Blackman
  62. Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
  63. A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
  64. The Thorn Birds by Colleen McCollough
  65. Mort by Terry Pratchett
  66. The Magic Faraway Tree by Enid Blyton
  67. The Magus by John Fowles
  68. Good Omens by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
  69. Guards! Guards! by Terry Pratchett
  70. Lord of the Flies by William Golding
  71. Perfume by Patrick Suskind
  72. The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists by Robert Tressell
  73. Night Watch by Terry Pratchett
  74. Matilda by Roald Dahl
  75. Bridget Jones’s Diary by Helen Fielding
  76. The Secret History by Donna Tartt
  77. The Woman in White by Wilkie Collins
  78. Ulysses by James Joyce
  79. Bleak House by Charles Dickens
  80. Double Act by Jacqueline Wilson
  81. The Twits by Roald Dahl
  82. I Capture The Castle by Dodie Smith
  83. Holes by Louis Sachar
  84. Gormenghast by Mervyn Peake
  85. The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
  86. Vicky Angel by Jacqueline Wilson
  87. Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
  88. Cold Comfort Farm by Stella Gibbons
  89. Magician by Raymond E Feist
  90. On The Road by Jack Kerouac
  91. The Godfather by Mario Puzo
  92. The Clan of the Cave Bear by Jean M Auel
  93. The Colour of Magic by Terry Pratchett
  94. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
  95. Katherine by Anya Seton
  96. Kane and Abel by Jeffrey Archer
  97. Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
  98. Girls in Love by Jacqueline Wilson
  99. The Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot
  100. Midnight’s Children by Salman Rushdie

turns out I’ve read a few of these