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This is where I scream into the void

@itsyaboi-ray / itsyaboi-ray.tumblr.com

Ray/Rae | 20 | neurodivergent | any/all | aro, bi, and ready to die | rad inclus | pfp by moonkitty

Hey, so bit of an update post for those who noticed I haven’t been very active lately, it’s partially because I’ve been busy taking on more adult responsibilities, but also because *sigh* I got myself into League of Legends lore (and not just Arcane, I’ll never touch the game but the lore has a strangle hold on my brain). But 1) there’s not that big of a League fandom here on Tumblr and 2) I know a lot of people still associate League with bad memories and try to avoid it. But I’m still very loyal to Tumblr, hate most of League Reddit (not you queensofleague, ily sm <3), and still refuse to make a Twitter account. I still do want to be active on here, so I was wondering if I should make a side blog purely for League posts, I know side blogs are common but I’ve also always been the type of person to post whatever so I’m on the fence. I guess the TL:DR of this ramble is just to ask if y’all would mind if I made a sideblog of League related stuff or if I just shouldn’t care and just nuke this blog with my new hyperfixation.

this is the most aggressive i've ever seen him get and i for one am positively LIVING for this kind of cold wrath

turninghoziest
Is your back not aching from bending to punch so fucking low?

go off king

absolutely fucking reeling from puss in boots the last wish. my grown ass friends made me see it and it absolutely fucked. it was mad max fury road for kids. it was a horror movie about the fear of death. it was a western about an ageing outlaw trying to regain his youth with the help of his ex fiance and homeless harvey guillen. it was about found family. it was about needing people and asking for help. it had the best depiction of a panic attack i've ever seen in a mainstream film. the villain looked exactly like boris johnson. there was a wicker man reference. it had a kill count higher than most slasher films. it set up shrek 5. they even said fuck.

Even tho I’m AFAB and identify as transmasc, I relate more to transfem people in that all my life I was tomboy, I hung out with boys, absorbed masculine stereotypes, and avoided anything I deemed “too girly” since I thought it made me cooler (little did I know it was because that stuff gave me dysphoria), and I was like that even when I came out as a trans man, but after some time I started to feel wrong again. It wasn’t until I started shedding all that toxic masculinity and enjoying “girly” things I avoided like painting me nails, the color pink, and even admitting to myself that I like men after years of saying I had no interest, that I finally felt like I understood my gender. Now I’m nonbinary and care what labels or pronouns people call me, but I still feel weird that even tho I’m physically trying to appear more masculine, I mentally relate to transfem’s experience with femininity since I associated so much with the boys around me that’s reconnecting with my feminine side feels like it’s own transition.

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Submitted February 25, 2023

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hi yall ! i was inspired by the “101 Gender Outlaws answer the question Who Am I?” segment from Kate Bornstein’s gender workbook and am interested in gettin back into zine making by workin on one with a similar focus — so my ~follower demographics survey~ is gonna double as response gathering tool basically. all followers feel free to fill out and u can opt out of being included in the zine or ask to be quoted anonymously ! c: tysm