Feeling like a little kid.
Always taking up to many space and time.
when did all my lessons start to feel like weapons pointing at my heart.
there'll be happiness after this.
there was happiness before, right?
what must it be like to grow up so wonderful.
cause it will never be like that for me.
We can call it even but I'll be having flashbacks.
Not feeling safe in the middle of the day.
thinking I'll die.
Asking myself everyday if I'll make it.
do you ever get confused about where your mental illness ends and where you being a piece of shit begins ?? like am i just being difficult or can i really not do that
formordor-deactivated20181220
hi i’m a hopeless romantic with serious trust issues nice to meet you
it don’t matter how down you are for ppl, they gone do wtf they want to do regardless of your feelings.
do you ever get confused about where your mental illness ends and where you being a piece of shit begins ?? like am i just being difficult or can i really not do that
I wish I could kill myself and take my body with me. I don't just want to die, I want to completely disappear. I never wanted to exist.
“Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.”
— Unknown
And i Hope you’re happy, I really do.
But at the same time, I wish you would feel the pain that I do.
bluebandit-deactivated20220607
I treated your heart better than mine. Never forget that.
dying inside while pretending that everything’s fine
amortizing
“Some people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them.”
— John Green; The Fault in Our Stars (via naturaekos)
Source: naturaekos
“Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.”
— Reyna Biddy (via perrfectly)
““I’m one of those people that you have to keep your eye on or I’ll wander off into the woods and forget to come back.” - Jack White”
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tryna act normal so they won't know that I'm just trying to hold my shit together