I thought he looks more like Dingdong Dantes but I guess he more of looks like Joshua Garcia. Maybe even a little bit of Alden Richards. He's a cutie for me :">

Thing is, will he still be into me if he sees me or at the very least, learn that I was the one he was chatting with 2 years ago? We've been chatting for over a year and it stopped. Then after several months, our paths crossed again. He never knew I was the one he was chatting with. I just learned that it was him as I saw a notification from a username that seems to be very familiar from my 1st account in Reddit (which was where we first met back then). I was surprised that he did not just follow me but also really gave me a chat message on that 2nd account of mine. To be honest, my 2nd account is quite an embarassing account for those who know me due to some of my nsfw stuff posted there. 😅

But nevertheless, I am happy that we were able to communicate again. There's just no assurance if ever he will find out about this thing I am keeping from him someday.

Also planning to go under the knife this year sometime after my boards. (If I manage to keep my job)

Arms with braline

Vline (prio on sublemental lipo)

360 waist

Rhinoplasty

What's the point of this connection if we just don't communicate with one another? It's as if we're just treating each other nonexistent. It's just the same result as burning the bridge between us. We don't communicate anyway so maybe burning that bridge just won't really change anything. I' try to forget the love and memories. Let's just be strangers again and live our own separate worlds and act as if we've never met.

I wish there was someone who can say that they are proud of me, I am worth it, they appreciate me, they don't want to lose me, and that they love me so I won't feel entirely alone.