aubrey

some pix

what the fuck is Blaze

hiii i’m 2 years clean and sober today ❤️

some ‘22 pix so far

i hate having a male boss. like i don’t hate my boss i just hate talking to men. every time i come to him with a problem my stomach is in my throat and i hate it. why did men have to cause literally all the trauma in my life 😩😩😩 i can tell he knows it too bc he hates when i stutter and i don’t get straight to the point but it’s so hard!! as much as i hate my old boss bc she was literally awful it was much easier to go to her if i had a problem

like seriously get this:

i’m on suboxone ok if u don’t know what that is it literally helps with heroin withdrawals and it also helps you stay clean anyway if i don’t take it every day i go through withdrawals just like pretty much every other prescription medication. I have my doctor call it in to the pharmacy today ok? he calls in 30 days worth at a time. I go to pick it up today and they tell me that my INSURANCE... NOT MY DOCTOR... MY INSURANCE said “nope it’s too early to pick up your medication lol it hasn’t been thirty days and this is a controlled substance so no meds for you” .......... I’M SORRY..... WHAT????? it’s been OVER 30 days and my DOCTOR called it in like ??? but wait that’s not even the worst part: MY INSURANCE DOESN’T PAY A DIME FOR MY SUBOXONE. I LITERALLY PAY IN FULL FOR MY SUBOXONE ONLY!! OUT OF ALL MY MEDS!!! And they want to put a cute little hold on it even though I pay FULL PRICE .. 200 FUCKING DOLLARS EVERY MONTH FOR THAT SHIT. i’m so fucking done!!! you don’t even PAY for this shit and you want to tell me when I can and can’t have it??? LMFAO!!!!!

i’m ready to take down Big Insurance and strip down the healthcare system from its core who’s with me?

this is going to sound so fucking stupid. anyway today i finally made a username for reddit. it’s like twitter but put into categories and i like just like commenting on certain topics and stuff and sharing my experiences with others wow OMG i sound like fucking mark zuckerberg pretending to be human dmdkekwkjsd but seriously i made my first post and a lot of ppl are liking it!! i like this!!

a pic that didn’t make the cut that i’m dumping on here for the 3 1/2 people that still follow me 😂😂

incredible amazing beautiful weekend

um so...... i love my coworkers and i’m fucking sobbing

ahoy maties

anyone still on here? what’s up lol

every few years my grandad flies us (me, my sister, my dad, + my stepmom) out to cape cod to visit him and the rest of my dad’s side of the family that lives on the east coast. my dad has 2 sisters: one sister has 4 boys all between 21 and 29 yrs old and the other sister has 2 girls in high school. despite seeing them so little, my cousins are literally my best friends. they’re the most hilarious, awesome people in my life and saying goodbye is always so fucking hard. every time i leave the cape i cry and i feel so low for days bc i miss my family so damn bad. but that sadness is paired with a feeling of being full, and that’s a feeling i would trade anything for. my stomach hurts for days from laughing so hard and my face cramps from smiling ear to ear for a week straight and i really just... have so much trouble describing this feeling but it’s beautiful. i forgot what it felt like to step back from my life and stay up until 4AM every night talking about life with people that i love so damn much. we pick up right where we left off however many years ago like no time has passed and continue to bond and grow in the very little time we have together and it enriches my soul in a way nothing else does. we’ve been friends our entire lives. and not everyone gets that lucky when it comes to their blood-relatives. i’m just so damn grateful. i can’t believe i get to be related to my favorite people on earth.

:)

i knew a girl in rehab who took c*ke on an airplane by pressing it into her eyeshadow palette and that’s the most junkie genius shit i have ever heard