Alan

The nicer I act with you, the weirder you get.

I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed lately than is surreal. The feeling is so extreme that I don’t even know what is real anymore…

I thought that I could surprise you in a way we could have a new story between us, but… you simply ignore it. I saw your tweets, laughing at me.

I sent you flowers, and didn’t care…

I’m in a point where my boredom is killing me, literally.

The older I get, I start to be more aware on the fact that I might get alone forever.

Back on being overwhelmed by everything 24/7🫠

I just simple hate when I don’t enjoy my free days, I can already smell freaking Monday

In my loneliest loneliness era.

Now that I’ve ruined everything, I’m so fucking free.

I’m currently having a love/hate relationship with the fact that I am alone.

I’m trying to feel better everyday, I hope I don’t fail this time.

Im so sick and tired of begging for love in people.

I just feel that I need another awakening in my life.

When I don’t wanna go out there’s a lot of plans going on, when I do wanna go out there’s none bruh.

Today is just one of those days that I feel physically drained.