nothing,nowhere. - giles corey
I just want to leave like I never existed.
I don’t want anyone to remember me,
I don’t want to hurt anyone.
I don’t wanna fight anymore, I’m just too tired.
I’ll never hate anyone as much as I hate myself
Anonymous asked:
I didn’t know where to go.. so i ended up here. I dont know what to do .. i miss her. Im in love with her. But seems she is going to back someone that “i shouldnt be worried about” It hurts. I really need her to come back .. and i cant hear another “everything happens for a reason” she was and is my reason. The reason i wanted to get better. The reason i realized my worth... im my first priority but goddamn, so is she..
I understand your feeling, to be honest, I’ve been going through something similar. My ex broke up with me 5 months ago.
I know why she broke up with me, and I can’t blaim her. I wasn’t the best version of myself and it showed. Now, even though it still hurts every day, I am becoming a better person.
I’m working hard to make sure that the next person I fall so hard for, I’ll be good enough. I’m becoming someone I never thought I could be, and even though it’s no longer for her, it’s because of her.
You need to move on. That’s all the advice I can give you. You need to stop thinking that it will work out, you need to stop dreaming about her. You need to realise that it has ended, even though it’s not fair and you deserve her back. Go in against all your instincts and fight the will to think about her. It won’t help you to continue to fantasise about her, you have to move on and focus on yourself.
