for accountability :)
also i’ll stop spamming now im sorry
only 10 more lbs (5kg) till my ugw lets gooooooo!
won’t stop after i reach it tho losing weight is just way too addicting to just stop plus i’m scared ill get fat if i stop low restricting lol
i was only inpatient for two and a half weeks and i managed to lose ~10 lb (5kg) while i was there. thats straight up more than i was ever able to lose in that amount of time
like i’m pretty sure thats not how its supposed to work but i’m not complaining lol
went inpatient and it did nothing but turn my bulimia into ana so thx for that i guess🤠
but jokes aside i’m doing fucking horrible and inpatient not helping just makes me feel unfixable
❗️Tw svicide❗️
tried to kill myself last night with benzos and alcohol. didn’t work. i have no clue what to do know bc my whole family knows now and they’re super protective now :;
i finally reached my first gw (119lb) and absjdnejdmend im so happy :)))
leg checkkkk🙃
my legs look so skinny in those shorts ahhh i love it
also i’m finlly below 55kg i’m so excited and its motivating me to lose even more :))
only 3 more hours and i’ve finished my first 24h fast in a looooong time and i’m so proud of myself :)
also this is my all time favorite thinspo - i just wanna look like her
hand check🙃
my hands are the only thing about my body that i think is at least kind of skinny, but i would still like them to be a little slimmer
who was gonna tell me that red bell pepper is literally THE low cal food????
like 100g are 20 kcal but 100g are like a huge amount
10/10 can recommend
i got into drinking tea recently and it’s amazing if ur craving sweets
it’s of course not as sweet as sweets/fruit, but it tastes like something and its zero calorie :)
i’ve been eating so much the last few days, but online school starts tomorrow and my bf has to work 10h on 3 days a week so at least i’ll be able to eat way less
i ate ~630 kcals today which is kind of what im usually going for but somehow i still feel so fat?? like i feel like i still ate way too much ahsjshaj
i’ve been crying nonstop sonce yesterday night and i don’t even know why, i just feel so sad and useless, i hate muself so much, everything i do just hurt other people