i think one of my worst art memories was when i was bullied out of a fandom. even thinking on it hurts still. pls don’t bully others in a fandom. you’re all there bc you love the fandom together.
it was hard to make art for a long time bc of my experience with this. the fact that i’m making more lately and trying very hard again makes me cry in happy ways. bc it has been so long since i believed in myself.
i haven’t forgotten what happened, even tho i rly want to. i can only ask forgiveness from those that used to know me. it is not your fault. i am a coward. it is easier to run away than it is to stand tall in the face of the cruelty. but this is one of the things bullying does. it just hurts ppl. and i am sorry i was hurt and chose to run away from it all.
i’m sad that this happened. it feels like being an alien that i think i cannot be within the fandom i love so dearly in my heart. today, i will try again. i want to create for the people that love it with me. i have been such a coward, but i do not need to be. i love Rise of the Guardians so much. i love the people and content everyone makes and had made for it. tumblr has worsened in management of its content, and i don’t understand other platforms well, but i am here. i want to be here. i want to create again. i can only hope i am not too late to begin.
Since this blog (ionahi blog) is flagged by tumblr, I do not think I can use it as leisurely. Instead, you are welcome to follow, chat, or keep up with my content over on @momocosi.
I tried twitter but I royally suck at it (i locked myself out of my account(s) twice and keeping up with it was difficult). I am sorry to be gone for so long. Just to clarify ionahi = momocosi. This also means @the-king-frost may see new content as well.
