poppunkkid-deactivated20220930
She’s not mine and she never will be,
I’m reminded every day.
She’s not mine and it fucking kills me,
She won’t look at me that way
MooseBlood - Cherry (via poppunkkid)
I have a bad habit of assuming I’ve annoyed people, and it usually ends up with me dropping communication and hoping they’ll be the ones to continue it.
Guys are human too.
It really annoys me when you see posts saying “she’s depressed” or “she self harms” I mean, why is it a girl, why can’t it be “he’s depressed”, us guys have feelings too, we can get depressed, we have emotions and thoughts that build up. Guys are human, we do bleed, we do cry, we do suffer inside but put on a brave brave face to hide the pain that we feel, we are human.
When i touch that lit cigarette to my arm again for that split second I'm alive again.
But im too far damned to change
I watched it in her eyes. The love and friendship for me slowly die. I made the mistake of opening my heart all the way. She saw the true me. That pitiful disgusting creature. I can't even blame her for leaving. I hope the scars i caused her heal and i fade to just another lesson learned in her mind.
