Please die in your sleep jacob

I’m going to really hurt myself

I’m so so so sad

Oh no.

I can’t ask for help. It’s not fair.

I’ve lost my mind and I’m ready to die

I did apologise and I tried to talk to you and then there was no reply in the morning and then the next etc etc. No U never said u weren’t I never said u weren’t. I knew you were doing good and talking to loads of people and so I didn’t want to disturb that. I tried my hardest to stay okay but it never works. I didn’t want to disturb your goodness just to make me a lil better bc being better doesn’t last with me. I can’t stay better, I’m too sad I’m too far gone. I’ve said it a lot and I’ve always stayed here but for what and why? I literally haven’t made an improvement in anyone’s life for a very long time I’m useless and worthless and the only improvement I’ve had in peoples life is not being there. I think that really speaks for itself. I shouldn’t be here. End of.