Perfectly Imperfect

Ernest Hemingway / The Garden of Eden

You deserve someone who wants to give you a fucking text back, ya know? Someone who wants you, only you, and makes you feel wanted. Someone who can’t help but message you first thing in the morning when the sun is coming through the curtain, and they’re barely waking. Someone who wants to spend their drunken Friday nights with you, but also their lazy Sundays. Someone who holds their one-person umbrella right above you when it’s pouring down, so that you’re sheltered, even if it means they get soaked through. You deserve someone who thinks of you, often. Someone who calls you on the phone at the end of a long day, because they want to hear the sound of your voice before they drift off to sleep. Someone who makes plans with you on a Tuesday evening, because the weekend is just too far away, and who cares if we have to go to work the next day. Someone who says definitely, not maybe, and follows through. You deserve to hear a song on the radio that makes you melt on the inside at the thought of this someone. Someone who could watch you sleeping for hours at a time, and be perfectly content in the grace and stillness of that moment. Someone who steals a kiss when you’re mid-sentence and least expecting to find their lips. Someone who will happily pig out on pizza with you in bed, and not judge the sweatpants & top knot look you’re sporting. Someone who is just that into you. You deserve someone who challenges the both of you constantly; someone who makes you strive to be better each day, because they’re trying to be better too. Someone you can count on to stick around when the shit hits the fan, which it will. Someone who chooses to lift you up, always. You deserve magic, and fireworks…You deserve someone who will always be careful with your heart, because they know just how fragile it already was before they held it. Someone who’s heart aches whenever yours does. Someone who wakes up next to you each day feeling like they’ve hit the jackpot, over and over again, and thinking what on earth did they do in their past life to be so damn lucky. You deserve someone’s complete attention. Someone who looks at you, and I mean really sees you, and all of the beauty you hold. You deserve to be someone’s first choice. Someone’s best friend. Someone’s partner in crime. Someone’s everything. You deserve to be loved; and loved extraordinarily well. And to be told that you are loved, every single day

– Thought Catalog

One of my favorite things about August, especially towards the end of August, is how everything starts to slowly take on the autumny vibe. Grocery stores start to sell Halloween candy and themed treats. Department stores start to sell their autumn and Halloween decor. You start to receive Halloween costume catalogues in the mail. It just makes you feel all the more excited, even though Autumn is not quite there yet.

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All women have pubic hair, all women have armpit hair, all women have moustache hairs, all women have hairy legs, most women have hair on their stomach and breasts. If you find that disgusting then you aren’t attracted to women at all because that’s how we naturally exist, that’s what we look like, those are our secondary sex characteristics. Congrats on having brain rot though.

I made a little tune but I didn’t know what to use it for. So. I made this.

Watching this made my day :)

Prepping for road trips

— Carl Jung

lily collins filmography abduction (2011)

ariana grande music videos [2/∞] baby, i (september 6th 2013)

love a person who thinks about you in the middle of their day

Photo by Sandrachile

love a person who kisses the top of your head

don’t be in a hurry to fall in love. just because you connect on a physical level doesn’t mean you do on an emotional level. don’t force yourself to be with somebody you aren’t sure you like because you don’t want to be alone. don’t settle. it isn’t fair to you or them. wait for the relationship that comes naturally. it will make you feel the most alive.

to the people from my past: thank you for the love, for the memories, for the lessons. I will always cherish the good times we had. I refuse to dwell on the bad. I have no harsh feelings; you hurt me, yes, but in turn I learned how to heal myself. you are forgiven, though I do not want to make amends. I have found peace. I am a better me because of what you put me through, and I am a better me for someone else.

you will become so happy when you love yourself the way you want someone else to. recognizing your value is incredible: start practicing self worth now. it may not happen overnight, but it will happen someday and it will feel amazing.