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My dad told me that I had signs that pointed to depression; I thought, ā€œshit, no shocker!ā€ but instead the words ā€œI’m just lazyā€ formed at the top of my tongue and it lashed out of my mouth like a belt. I mean, it’s crazy, isn’t it? Someone finally realized I was getting worse again and I shut them out the same way my ex lover shut me out on that cold November night. The cuts on my thighs were shouting, ā€œtell him, tell him!ā€ but the dried up tears on my left cheek were telling me to shut the hell up because he wouldn’t of cared anyways. You see, what I’m trying to say here is that I’m so done with everything and this isn’t a battle I’m fighting, I’m not competing against depression. I’m competing against myself and I’ve lost.

I’m sort of proud of this. (via thisisabrokenworld)

if it’s 9 pm at night and he ā€œlost his angerā€ and hit you, leave and never look back. don’t lie for him and tell people ā€˜it won’t happen again, I made him mad, he didn’t mean to hit me.’ just leave. it will happen again, it won’t go away.

please listen. (via thisisabrokenworld)

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Person: how are you?
Me: im ok
Person: why just ok?
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IF MY LOVE WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU, THEN YOU SHOULDVE ENDED IT AND SHOULD HAVE LET ME GO BUT INSTEAD YOU RAN OFF AND ATTACHED YOUR LIPS TO SOMEONE ELSE’S WHILE HOLDING MY HEART IN YOUR HANDS AND I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I COULD AND NOW I FEEL LIKE I WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH IN THE FIRST PLACE AND YOU CHEATED MY HEART INTO PLAYING A GAME THAT ENDED A LONG TIME AGO BUT YOU KEPT SCORING AND MADE ME BELIEVE THAT THE FINAL GAME DIDNT BEGIN YET AND NEVER WOULD, BECAUSE OUR LOVE WAS MEANT TO LAST FOREVER.

I think the moment you acknowledge that you actually miss someone is the same moment that you can begin to move on. You have got to quit acting like you’re fine and just give yourself a chance to heal. You owe it to yourself

Quit trying to make him miss you back though (via redwineandwords)