I want it back = I drag its dead weight forward 

grocery store melancholia

Mitski in tokyo 2016

He makes me sick

me by msjosephin for YSL

May December (2023) dir Todd Haynes

i spent this year as a ghost and i’m not sure what i’m looking for / i spent this year as a ghost and i’m not sure where home is anymore - came out swinging by the wonder years

double-knit scarf

i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

and rage

yeah and also the rage

when sufjan said “everything i feel returns to you somehow”…..im literally breathing into a bag girl

“I am not silent because I am not separate. The only spiritual illness that exists on this planet is the illusion that we are not One.”

Mahmoud Darwish, “I Declare,” trans. Naseer Aruri and Edmund Ghareeb, in Enemy of the Sun: Poetry of Palestinian Resistance

i think we should be more horrified than we are of the fact that there are approximately 1000 christians left in gaza. a whole community is on the brink of extinction in the midst of an ongoing indiscriminate mass murder campaign.

the westernization of christianity has led to the total disregard of the danger and oppression that the palestinian christian community faces both in gaza and the west bank, which amounts in total to around 50,000 people only. to think that this is happening in jesus' birthplace while western christians proudly stand with israel in the crimes it's commiting against them is unfathomable.

that comment about how you should not borrow grief from the future has saved me multiple times from spiraling into an inescapable state of anxiety. like every time i find myself thinking about how something in the future could go wrong i remember that comment and i think to myself: well i never know, it might get better. it might not even happen the way i think it will and if it does happen and it is sad and bad ill be sad about it then, when it happens. and it’s somehow soo freeing

CRASH (1996) dir. David Cronenberg

big fan of the 😂 emoji he's just so endearingly earnest

he doesn't hide behind the cynical exterior of "lmao" he's not afraid of joy like "haha" he hasn't given up on life like "lol" he is receptive to the delights of life and we could all learn from him