It actually sucks it really does. Because yes you can go out with friends and have fun throwing your head back and laughing till your stomach is hurting but even in those happy joyful moments little bits of anxiety will shock and depression will too and you'll suddenly remember all the demons you'll have to face when you head back home. You wanna have a good time so you just shake it off but all through out the day depression and anxiety keeps creeping up on you and eventually when your back home? That's when everything goes out of place. And once again, your lost