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i make sure i’m on mute

before you hear my cries. before you feel the pain i’ve been carrying around. before you start to wonder if i’m hurting but ending the call is so much better. if you’re not around i don’t feel anything.

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emeraldflames

Parents need to stop staying in loveless marriages just because they have kids. Stop sacrificing your happiness just so your kids can grow up in a 2 parent household. It’s toxic for the kids to grow up watching a dysfunctional marriage because it warps their perception of what love actually is. I know they think they’re doing what’s best for everyone, but it’s really not.

i’m done. i’m done buying you anything you want to make you “feel loved and special”. i’m done dropping anything i’m doing and doing anything for you. i’m done being used. i’m done with it all.

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hestialied
I am forever starved for love; starved for looks and touches and actions that bloom from a place of kindness, where no part of my past can reach. I concern myself with opening from the smile down, from where it’s easier to accept me. In my best. In my niceness. Away from the pounding ache at the base of my neck, because I can’t smile when I feel like breaking in two, when I don’t remember who I’m supposed to be today. I am forever hidden and forever struggling to show pieces in the right light, where it can be an interesting story, not just a girl who grew sad, then grew older with its weight. A girl who still feels so alone that she would shake through the headache, if it could give her someone who cared.

The migraine is a bad memory (Larissa M.)

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i do not have to be psychic to know that you will not love her like you loved me.   she has no chaos. no darkness. no war in her soul. no rebellion. no adventure. no passion.   because once, you told me that those were all the things that made you love me.

psychic // jan 14 (via hopexpoetry)

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drunk-on-writing

i wish i could take my heart out of my chest not permanently – just for a while it’s just always so heavy and its weight pulls me down down d   o     w        n and it’s just always aching  a constant dull, yet present, pain in my chest making it harder to breathe harder to think harder to be is it a blessing or a curse to bear a heart like mine?  one who cries with every beat or swells with such ease or can’t stop itself from bleeding or can’t slow down once it starts racing or can’t stop loving so much (so damn much) i wish i could take my heart of out of my chest  and off of my sleeve i’d put it away, maybe in a glass jar, i’d keep it safe let the sun kiss it but keep it from getting burned let it watch the rain fall but keep it from getting wet let it see the world around it but keep it from getting attached  you see, my heart is like velcro; it sticks so easily it’s always wanting, needing, yearning, desiring  so frequently it finds itself stuck on one thing or another one person or another and no matter how many times it hapens it never hurts less when it gets pulled away i wish i could take my heart of out of my chest just for a while to keep us both from feeling this pain just for a while

(cc, 2018)
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4am-reflections

love is not rational and it isn’t supposed to be. it’s okay to fall in love with the boy everyone wants. it’s okay to fall in love with the boy who lives on the other side of the world. it’s okay to miss someone you just met. it’s okay to fall in love fast. because love is not rational. love is hearing their voice for the first time and knowing that you want to hear it say i love you love every night before bed for the rest of your life. love is thinking of them every second you aren’t speaking. love isn’t supposed to make sense. it’s supposed to make you do things you never thought you would. it’s supposed to be a whirlwind, a hurricane, that’s what makes it so amazing.

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