I’m still so angry with you, the worst part is I have no idea how to stop.
You were so damn abusive, I wish for the sake of other girls- you came with a warning label. You broke,beat me down, and inflicted so much pain. The funny part is you think it’s okay, what you did. My life because of you, was destroyed and I have to rebuild while you get to have the time of your life, sounds fair right?
They say insanity is doing the same thing and expecting the same results, so why is it that I kept seeing a man, while knowing that I am gay. It’s a funny thing, sexality that is. Our whole lives we are taught how to hold a penis while for some of us, holding one is absolutely repulsive. So for the ones who find it absoultely repulsive, where is our sex ed class? Where is our class to explain why while all of our friends' bodies are changing and going boy crazy, we are absolutely in love with that girl who puts on vanilla chapstick every morning before chem?While every other girl is screaming the lyrics to Justin Bieber's boyfriend, we are singing “I kissed a girl” and imagine when that is actually going to happen.
I took them down so that you couldn’t be shared. I took them down so that people don’t look at our pictures and think “man I want that”, because they don’t. They don’t want this, trust me they don’t. They don’t want the late nights of you throwing things when you got angry with me for not picking up a sock. They don’t want the long nights of being awake and scared to move in your own bed. Afraid that the person next to you might suddenly become enraged and hurt you. They don’t want to know what it’s like to work long hours at work to support you only to come home and be told they are not good enough or are not pretty enough or skinny enough. Trust me, they don’t. They don’t want you. They deserve better, I deserve better.
The first person I ever loved, was incredible and still is. I have so much to thank her for and continue to everyday. But she left, to become bigger and better things and she is doing great in life. Though I never got the chance to fight for and she didn’t want to be fought for. Even though we loved each other, I wasn’t the right one for her. That was this time last year, in fact the exact day, today September 2nd that I thought I would never love again.
One abusive and draining relationship later.
I found this girl. She is INCREDIBLE. Funny, smart, so talented and as it turns out, very in love with me. Though we hit a rough patch here recently in the last month and everything was heading towards an end. I really loved this girl, and she really loved me but there is a lot in our way. But she was the one I can happily say I found love in.
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This past weekend, we decided to try again and had an incredible weekend. We laughed and kissed and you would have never known we weren’t together. I felt like we had never separated. This weekend was me fighting for her. On this day a few years ago I thought I’d never love, that I’d never get another chance, I was always waiting for my chance to fight for someone who didn’t want to be fought for.
Well, I got my chance. That doesn’t mean though that she’ll choose me at the end of the day or that things will be okay. But I got a chance to try for someone I love.
But it also means I am living proof that it gets better.
Don’t you dare hurt her. She deserves the best, she deserves for her heart to be taken care of an nurtured. She acts like shes tough and that she can do anything without any help, thats one of the reasons you’ll fall in love with her, but shes not as tough as she seems. She thinks too much and gets upset easily, but she wont show it until shes alone and you’re fast asleep. She’s intimidating, but don’t be afraid to tell her how much you love her, tell her a thousand times a day. Even though you think she already knows how beautiful she is, she doesn’t so please remind her, take pictures of her when shes not looking, appreciate her beauty. Take her out and show her off, tell her to pose for you in public, she’ll smile and be all embarrassed, but she’ll love every second. So please all im asking is take care of her, fall in love with her everyday, appreciate the little things and never her let her feel under appreciated or second best, because if you lose her i swear you’ll regret it for the rest of your life.
I feel like I should reblog this every single day.
“There isn’t anything more sexy and attractive then when you see your girl take off all her makeup, put on some sweatpants, you favorite hoodie, with a messy bun and glasses. And then when you look at her all you can think and say is “damn i’m so lucky.””
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She was a skater chick.
She said see you later Dick.
Found out she was a les-bi-an.
I have a serious weakness for thigh grabbing and hickeys.
This movie is way too under appreciated in my opinion… The fandom is practically non-existent…
And I don’t understand why? The plot was fantastic.
All of the characters were lovable.
There was no one that you absolutely could not stand.
The “bad guy” was actually the main character, Kenai. Which was an interesting twist for Disney.
But by building a bond with this young cub (Koda), and seeing the world through the eyes of a bear, he realized that he (as a man) had been the monster… Not bears.
I mean, talk about character development…
Koda: Those monsters are really scary… Especially with their sticks.
And for me, this scene right here was one of my most emotional Disney moments. You can’t even here Kenai telling the actual story… But you can see their facial expressions and you can just feel it. You know exactly what he’s saying to Koda.
Kenai: Well, I have a story to tell you.
Koda: Really? What’s it about?
Kenai: Well, it’s kind of about a man… and kind of about a bear. But mostly, it’s about a monster.
… Koda… I did something very wrong.
Okay, but on a lighter note?
The animation was incredible.
Amazing.
It was a powerful movie about brotherly love, guidance, and responsibility, and it truly is one of my favorite Disney movies ever.
Not to mention the soundtrack is amazing. You can’t go wrong with Phil Collins.
The fandom will never be huge, but the movie definitely deserves more credit. If you haven’t watched it, I highly recommend it.
Brother Bear
I want to remind everyone that this movie is where the “quit telling everyone I’m dead” “Sometimes I can still hear his voice” joke came from.
A fantastic movie, I agree. 😍🐻
I want to live my life like everyday is my last. I want to soak in the sunlight, breathe in the fresh air and enjoy life. I wanna enjoy life with you.
#ThisIsMe
Ten Word Stories #547
Tonight my girlfriend proved, yet again, that we can talk about anything— no matter how hard it might be to talk about. I fucking love her and we both feel 10000(x) better after talking about hard shit to talk about. We both almost cried at one point or another.
See, when you’re in love, you’re gonna care so much about your partner that your stomach is gonna hurt. It’s gonna hurt because you’re gonna worry about every situation that could ever happen—no matter how fucking ridiculous it is. And you’re gonna talk about them about them, but sometimes you won’t. This is me sitting here saying that if a moment arises to say something that’s been on your mind , fucking do it. Neither of you want to hurt the other, but hurting yourself by not airing grievances will eventually hurt the other. And if you’re a perfect couple like we seem to be, than the other will feel the same way and will have been scared to say anything too. But you both fucking love eachother so much. So it will all be ok. My god I’m going to marry this girl one day. I love you bubby and I’m here for you and you’re here for me but most importantly we’re here for eachother <3 i love you ur on FaceTime rn sleeping and I should be too but here I am bc I wanted to remember this
-to my love
You are just so beautiful. How did I get so lucky as to have you in my life?
Hi, I just wanted to let you know that I met my girlfriend through this blog, and we're now engaged! So thank you for helping me find the love of my life!!
This is so awesome! I’m so happy for you both!! Congratulations!!!!!!
