The world is so fucking small

I'm actually on summer holidays, visiting a small Netherlands town and just when I'm getting out of it I hear a hello in my language

When I tell you that in front of me is the accountant of my high school with her husband and kids

Bro

Like she had been teaching some economy when the teacher couldn't and also was with us when we had to do some economy contests and all

And now at six of the afternoon I found her in a small Netherlands town, more than 1.500 km from home, exactly the same week, day and time as she decided to visit this place as me

The world is so fucking small

And I fucking love it

Okay so today happened something very weird to me and I still don't know how to feel but I needed to put this somewhere because oh my god.

So today after watching the absolute masterpiece that is Barbie with my friends we went to McDonald's to eat, but it was full, so we had to go to Burger King (never go there unless strictly necessary, McDonald's is betteeer).

Well, so we got our food and sat outside because it's Spain and summer nights are hot as hell.

After sometime, on the table in front of us a group of guys sit, and since that moment I just can feel the eyes of one of them on me all the time.

When I say all the time is all the time, literally I just looked in front of me and he was looking at me.

Total, some time passes by, and the one looking at me gets up and I think he is going somewhere right, because even though I could feel his eyes on me I know I am a little bit paranoid so maybe he wasn't looking at me or he was looking at my friends or he just wasn't looking.

Buuut, but, he goes to a seat in front of me that wasn't occupied at the moment and goes, is this seat taken? And I and my friends 👀👀👀👀

So he sits there and asks me where am I from in English, and when I look around a bit he says yeah you. And then asks me if I'm from here (Spain) and if I speak Spanish (he was obviously a tourist). Then he asks me if I speak french and when I do a small gesture with my hand indicating more or less he says something in french as in "oh a little".

Then he stops beating around the bush and asks me if I got a boyfriend.

Listen, listen

The face of that guy when I tell him I'm seventeen

Listen

He goes

Oh

And I said seventeen and I even signaled it with my hands in case he didn't know the number in English

So he just goes to his friends and half yells something at his friends.

After that he went away, but not before giving me a smile first.

Well that was it.

It's just I don't know exactly how to feel, because he was cute as fuck but he looked like he was in his early 20s, I was out with my friends, that was super awkward, and I am seventeen, four months ago from my 18th birthday soooo.

I just don't know how to feel, because after I told him my age I couldn't help but with my friends laugh a little because I'm one of those people that when they get nervous they laugh.

And it was all so sudden that I didn't know how to react.

But also, the guy was quite polite I must say, he wasn't rude with anyone and when he was looking I could tell he wasn't being a pervert, he was just... Looking a little bit too noticeable.

And also when I told him I was seventeen he made quite a face but not a rude one, he just seemed genuinely surprised and gave me a small awkward smile.

Well I'm sorry for the long rant, I just needed to share this experience because this has been the first time that this happens to me, and well, I just wanted to share this because oh my god truly, I never expected that to happen to me never ever in my life.

Sooooo,

Bye for now!

Just watched Barbie this afternoon

A fucking ✨ masterpiece ✨

Tomorrow I will start my college entrance exams, or well, my countries exams to know if I will be able to go to the college I want to.

During these two last year's I have been preparing along my peers and thousands of kids for these exams: I'm nervous but also strangely calm.

I also feel that everyone around me is ten times more nervous than me, and some of my classmates (who also get good grades) don't stop saying things about the exams which makes me more nervous.

I feel prepared but also the uncertainty is killing me. Studying for hours nearly every single day has put enormous expectations on my back, and I still have to think about seconds and thirds and up to eight options if when I receive the notes I don't enter in my first option. Also, everyone having such large expectations from me is killing me a little bit, but we can.

I don't know the process of entering university in other countries, but in my it counts a 60% the grade of these two voluntary last high school years, and a 40% of these exams up to 14 points.

I have a good grade in school, but I'm still nervous because there is a possibility that I may not enter.

But let's be positive.

Now I only have to suffer three more days and nine exams to go, and everything will end, or well, until I get the results two weeks latter.

Until then, just let's hope stress doesn't kill me (which is very probable) and let's manifest good grades!

Whish me luck!!!

(little rant, don't take this into account, just wanted to say something about it)

For the first time in five six years I'm going to miss Eurovision because of a compromise...

I feel a hole in my chest

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I'm sorry, what?

This post is for my small titties medium / big stomach bitches

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It's me, I'm bitches

Just finished watching Devilman Crybaby

What the fuck