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@imnewbutstilladeangirl

19 | Girl | pansexual | Ravenclaw | in love with all things supernatural

Hi guys!

If any brass players who are 18 or over have 5 minutes could you fill out this questionnaire for me for my dissertation! It is titled ‘how practice and practice technique can cause embouchure overuse syndrome in brass players’, but even if you’ve not had any trouble with EOS (or don’t even know what it is) please try and find the time to fill this out!! https://forms.office.com/r/UWGxzYGvetThank you!!!

Ok so, random people of tumblr I need your help and advice:

I'm currently in my first relationship (I'm a 21 year-old pansexual girl, and my partner's a 19 year-old straight guy) we've been going out for just over a month (yea I know it's fucking adorable...). And everything was going well (were both at uni and have ended up living in a flat together (we didn't know each other previously or anything) and I really like him - I think...

So get this, I've never wanted to be in a relationship before, but I met him and I was like 'oh he's cute, and maybe this could work' and then hey presto! It happened and now I'm shitting bricks.

He's adamant that nothing about me annoys him - but I'm like the most annoying person in the world so I don't think that can be true. He keeps telling me that I mean the world to him (not like all the time or anything, just enough that it's cute ) and etc etc. Basically, he's fucking perfect. He's the calm to my hectic storm of pure chaos that I like in. And not going into details, but the sex is fucking fantastic (pun intended).

So why do I feel like something's wrong? Is it me, or am I missing a huge red flag somewhere? (someone give me red flags to look out for?) How do I work out how I really feel, am I stressing about this because I'm not ready for this?? Or maybe I'm just over thinking

I have no clue what's going on in my brain anymore guys... Help....