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Half the time, I feel simple, like a mime; putting myself on autopilot to make that extra dime. It is an unending climb; a climb I fail to finish, to complete, to perfect. I sit and I wonder, reflect and regret. Detect and deflect. Jumping from conclusion to conclusion, and everything is just a huge fucking confusion. ‘It’s a pattern’, they say, “everything is a cycle; every minute, every day.’
Shit friends will never realize they are shit, so either let the trash take itself out or refuse to associate with trash. They always end up regretting it.
Please please share and donate if you can. My house burned down. My grandparents lived here for over 50 years. Neither of our cats made it. Anything helps💔🙏🏻😔
why am i 20? i was just 12. everything feels wrong. who am i? who was i? are these even my thoughts? i haven’t done anything in two years. things are visibly gray. why is it 2021? it was just 2009. everything feels wrong. am i even my parents’ child? i haven’t seen my parents in years. what do their voices sound like? i hate my voice. things were better then. why am i thinking this way? it started in 2011. everything feels wrong. i’ll never be anything. what is happening?
everything. feels. wrong.
i have 2 moods: nothing matters and everything matters too much
Being misdiagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder at 15 truly took a toll on me mentally. I have been receiving improper help this whole time, and I feel like I have lost years of my life because of it.
I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
last of the animal terrarium series~ I had to take a long break due to being super sick for a while but I’m so glad have to finished the 6 part series~ Thank you all who suggested which animals I should draw :D
I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you.
- takethisride
your gentle, soft kisses make me feel like i am on a pedestal
No relationship is perfect so just find the right one to go through hell and heaven with.
- takethisride (Instagram: take.thisride)