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**THIS POST ISN’T FOR WHITE PPL. WHITE PPL DO NOT REBLOG**

if you are of F/Pilipinx descent and thinking of getting tattooed in [the Kalinga] style, I feel that there’s no harm in it

I have to disagree… there can be a great deal of harm in non-Kalinga ppl getting Kalinga tattoos.

The first is appropriation. And this is something that applies to pilipin@s who aren’t Kalinga, as well as any non-pilipin@. The Kalinga are, currently, one of the Indigenous groups in the PH. While, yes, one can make the argument that all pilipinx ethnicities are indigenous and you’d be correct, to a degree, you’d also be wrong in other important ways.

The current construction of ‘Indigenous’ (yes, notice the capitalization) as identity/distinction is rather new and is somewhat race neutral. Overall, the way that most people use it is to refer to minority (in the numerical and the socio-political sense) ethnic groups who still practice many of their traditional (in most cases pre-colonial) cultural practices. It is also usually defined in relation to specific land bases, but doesn’t exclude those living in diaspora communities.

I’ve talked about these issues before. As a tagalog, I think it would be hugely disrespectful and awful of me to identify myself as capital ‘I’ Indigenous. Given the closeness of traditional tagalog territory to the capital of the colonizers and that the capital still is still firmly within our territory and the ways that tagalogs try to pass off our language (and cultural aspects) as the default, universalized ‘filipin@’ culture, it seems a step too far for me to also say, “hey, I’m Indigenous too, so I can get all the Kalinga tattoos I want!”. I’m not Kalinga. And. Acting entitled to their culture is colonizer shit.

That said, this is also me borderline speaking for Kalinga people which is shitty in its own way. Like, I’m analyzing this shit from my own perspective and feelings, but I know that when I went to a talk about Kalinga Batok and someone asked a similar question about appropriation and such, the presenter (who has had talks with Apo Whang-ud), said that she is happy to see the revival. And, certainly, she makes her living from giving these tattoos to ppl (including white ppl). And this interest and revival also helps support other people in the village and areas. Like. I def. don’t want to sit here and say “don’t get any of these tattoos” only to end up making Apo Whang-ud poor in her old age. If she is happy and willing to do this, then that is her (and other Kalinga ppl’s) perogative.

So, part of my answer is: I think if you get a specific Kalinga tattoo, you should probably get it from a Kalinga person and no one else. This way, you are supporting the people who have get this tradition alive directly. It also gives them the opportunity to decide which motifs are okay for outsiders and which are not. Like, the patterns aren’t free-for-alls. You shouldn’t be getting warrior tattoos, if you aren’t a warrior (and like, I think that Apo Whang-ud doesn’t do whatever people ask and that their are secrets and motifs that aren’t shared with just anyone). But this allows them to set the boundaries for engagement while you support them directly.

But how does this help those of us in the diaspora who want tattoos and can’t afford to return to the PH and make the trip into the mountains?

For me, since I’m currently working on a traditional inspired tattoo, this is what I do: get a traditional inspired tattoo from a filipina artist. Don’t get a traditional (inspired) tattoo from anyone who isn’t filipin@. I think the Four Waves ppl have non-filipin@ ppl as approved artists on their list. I don’t agree with this. If you’re getting a traditional motif, keep it within the community. Support our own artists.

I also, when discussing the tattoo design with my artist, really emphasized that I wanted an ‘inspired’ tattoo, rather than a recreation. So there are some traditional elements fused with other stuff. I also told her that I wanted only motifs (often Kalinga, since it is the best preserved tradition) that are ok for outsiders to have. Because, while they all have meaning, some are more general and, yeah, some are aesthetic too. I’m fine with getting that stuff from non-Kalinga artists. Also, people can look into shared Pacific Islander motifs, since if you have Lane Wilkins’ book, there is a section doing Pacific comparisons and noting stuff that is common to the various islands. This stuff seems to be not-ethnically bounded but rather geographically. Thus, reducing the chances that you are appropriating motifs that you shouldn’t have.

One of the things I notice that seems to be troubling to me about filipin@s wanting ~traditional~ tattoos is that a lot of us forget that culture is a living thing. Just because something has been used by the Kalinga for hundreds of years, it doesn’t make it more authentically filipin@ than anything else. We can revive our tattooing tradition by also creating new traditions. An example is all of the ppl who get the sun from the flag tattooed. This isn’t a ‘traditional’ tattoo, but it is becoming a modern tradition and a way to mark ingroup membership and ethnicity. This is just as authentic as Kalinga motifs. But, like, when working with a Filipin@ artist, you can also consider the location of the tattoo as being how you mark authenticiy. Example: I started on mt left arm as a way to mark my coming of age as a woman, since arm tattoos are traditionally something that women get when they come of age as a way to mark fertility (rather than men).

Or you can get modern representations of traditional motifs. Like. Snakes and centipedes are a big deal in Kalinga tattooing. So instead of getting a traditional Kalinga one, why not get a ‘modern’ version of a snake as interpreted by your specific artist? Like, literally let them make the art they want and get that. It is ‘traditional’ without being appropriative.

Essentially, what I’m saying is: be creative and don’t act entitled to get whatever you want just because you want it.

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again this post isn’t for white ppl. don’t reblog or share if ur white

i’m thinking (again or still) about tattooing amongst filipin@s in the diaspora…

and (of course) the issue of appropriation and our Indigenous ppls…

So. Like. In exploring some of what it might mean to both preserve and continue the current living tattoing traditions as well as reviving or reconstructing traditions that have faded away, I’m left with the age old problem of authenticity.

My question, here, is, is why (especially for those of us in the diaspora) so many of us feel like we need to have ~tribal tattoos~?

And this question is particularly relevant for ethnicities like mine, the Tagalogs, of whom we have very little evidence remaining of our tattoo traditions (if we had any). Part of this is colonization by spain and the US, but also our own fault for pushing Tagalog supremacy onto the rest of the PH. Since, if you try to search (as I literally just did) for ‘tradiotional tagalog textiles’ or something like that, you quickly realize that trying to find information (esp. on the web or in popular resources) about tagalogs as a specific ~tribal~ ethnicity, it is pretty much impossible because of the way that tagalog and ‘filipino’ have become synonymous. Again, this is partly our fault for trying to push Tagalog (as language) as the national ‘Filipino’ dialect/language. We have so wanted this cultural and political hegemony that we’ve largely contributed to our own cultural/ethnic disappearance…

Anyway. Off topic somewhat.

The answer to the question, of course, is authenticity. Something which remains a perennial problem for those of us in the diaspora. Beyond the more altruistic and earnest motivations for getting traditional ~filipin@~ tattoos, i believe this desire for authenticity is what drives this need to get ‘real’ and ‘traditional’ filipin@ motifs and designs. Or basically, asserting that the ‘authentic’ ‘traditional’ filipin@ tattoos are always only the ‘tribal’ ones.

Which tribe, though? Doesn’t matter. If ur a Tagalog and u get Kalinga tribal tattoos, this is authentic. For some mysterious reason. But not if, for example, you get a ‘modern’ tattoo of a snake (say in the americana style). This is true even though snakes are a traditional motif and have important spiritual meaning in anito.

I urge all filipin@s in the diaspora to really examine their motivations and approach to re-engaging the traditional aspects of your respective ethnicity/tribe/group/whatever. Decolonization, in one important respect, is needing to understand that the PH is comprised of many different cultural and ethnic groups. That we aren’t a monolith. That a search for authenticity is already validating colonial logics (which state that we exist only as indigenous ppl in the past, never the present). That you remember that being here and alive and surviving is all the authenticity you need. Take a few moments and try to listen to what your ancestors are telling you.

(All of this goes extra for Tagalogs bc of our privilege over other groups)

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Oh you must be white then!

What I sincerely hate: PoC who act as if every vegan is a white person and as if veganism is per se dangerous, stupid and anti-struggle and as if nonwhite vegan people are just assimilated. Just STAHP.

I am a Vegan of Color. Many of us have well-founded analyses about how connected systems of oppression and food ethics are. Many of us don’t want to reproduce white eco-imperialism.

I would be happy about a space inside of tumblr where we’d be able to talk about the oppression of animals and how it is connected with our own.

P.S.: This post is not for white people to retweet.

dont you dare reblog this text post if you arent a gamer dont like this text post dont even look at this d*mn text post if you arent a gamer ok? you have to be a gamer to understand this text post

Keyboard.

on addressing the topic of ~Asian fetishization~

East Asians: stop fetishizing Asian girlz 2k15!!!
Southeast Asians: ok but are you going to acknowledge that southeast Asian girls make up the majority of the victims of sex trafficking in your countries? and that the patrons of the largely violent sex industry in the east are not just white men, but East Asian men??
East Asians:
Southeast Asians: and while we're on the topic, are we going to address that southeast Asian girls are typically desired by East Asian men to assert the notion that East Asians are culturally and economically superior to us?
East Asians:
Southeast Asians: because a big part of that has to do with us being darker than you guys are and you never seem to want to include us in your celebrations of "Asian beauty," so can you be more inclusive of us in those spaces, please?
East Asians:

bc I just saw the terminology pop up on insta but it didn't offer translation on the two terms Blackfoot has for Two-Spirit I looked it up and want to put it here in case any Niitsitapi followers want to learn it too. The loose translation feels poorly worded but is used on every Two-Spirit guidebook, so if you're Blackfoot and Want to use our specific words then I'd say you choose?

Traditional values r so iffy about accepting LGBT in Indian Country modern times it doesn't seem like something we should have to jump through hoops to be able to use in personal preference, and being genderfluid he/him she/her it's an interesting fit for me regardless so a different word could pop up later (or someone who knows more w our language and these topics pls lmk)

Two-Spirit in Blackfoot:

aakíí'skassi "acts like a woman"

saahkómaapi'aakííkoan "boy-girl"

pls don't reblog if you're white I don't trust you w these terms, and remember Two-Spirit is only for native people to reclaim

there’s been a clear pattern ever since tfa came out :

when John says something that pleases the white, kylo-obsessed part of the fandom, suddenly they love him and he’s just a tool for them to say “see? even John agrees with us so you colored better shut the fuck up”. treating him like the token black boy in a group of white friends who need him to pretend they’re not racist.

but when John says something they don’t agree with, suddenly he’s the most vile person on earth and they think they have the right to insult him and to disrespect him, his skill and his professionalism.

John Boyega isn’t a yes-man who’s gonna dumbly agree with everything that pleases white people. he’s a human being with thoughts and opinions of his own, and he’s clearly not the type of person who doesn’t speak his mind. He’s always been very vocal about the things he’s passionate about, and he doesn’t let anyone disrespect him. and i think that’s what a lot of people can’t stomach: a black man who talks back when he’s disrespected, and who doesn’t play the role of the “token black guy who validates everything the whites like and do”.

slavic gothic

you read a post from America complaining about low temperatures and snowfall. it’s all in fahrenheit but it doesn’t matter, you do not understand it either way, numbers don’t matter, schools don’t close, you measure cold in bravery and whether alcohol freezes in your hand before you can drink it. your soul is frozen by default either way, only tears can freeze, but you don’t cry, there’s ice enough on the lake

you’re on your way home trying not to stray from the path in the woods, ignoring the hungry eyes impatiently observing your every tired step. you remember what your grandma taught you, the warnings and cautionary tales and - but there it is, it’s there, just behind those trees, if there’s one it means there will be more around, it’s tempting, it’s right there, and you stray from the path and you know that one day mushrooms will be your undoing

walking through the gray neighbourhood you feel tiny against the towering monuments of soviet pride and accommodation, the harsh straight lines and edges of the blocks of flats reflecting the sharpness of your thoughts and reactions, shells of sunflower seeds beneath your feet like a greeting celebratory carpet, on your back the patient guarding eyes of ancient old ladies leaning against the windowsills, they are always there, they never tire, they never blink

when you get home you look in the mirror, like every day for so many past years, and again the familiarity of your own face startles you, you feel like you’ve been here forever, like you’re ingrained in this soil and in this place and yet, yet there’s something unsettling behind your eyes, when you think you’re not looking, it’s always lurking there somewhere and with it a nostalgia and bitterness and longing for something unreachable, something you lost so long ago, it cannot be helped, there’s nothing you can do about wanting to be alive again

why isn’t there a matchmaking service online that doesn’t require youto describe yourself like can it be people who know you going out to look for partners for you and then you can return the favor i would be willing to do that

but then like no one ~knows u like u know yrself~ yeah tru trial and error that’s dating right

i don’t wanna sell myself i’m probably better in person than on paper

like i get anxious enough about academic papers how do you think i'l be trying to figure out what parts of my personality are unique or interesting

and having to figure out how list your interests like “uh i wanna consume all this media and culture i know you’re judging me based on how much of it i’ve consumed and figured out what i like and don’t but there’s so little time and i feel inadequate about now having consumed all this stuff but please maybe i’ll do it someday that doesn’t make me not worthwhile”

i’m a kid don’t make me sell myself to a romantic partner i’m already expected to do that with jobs and school

you cannot take my mind you cannot take my words i am not your words you cannot take my words i was never your words life will creep out like shadows like light through the cracks like weeds like rot like water settles to the lowest point filters through stone carves the earth life will creep out you cannot take my mind you cannot take my words i am not your words you cannot take my words i was never your words like space between stars like stars between space like anthrax in the permafrost i’ll be back like wildfire like a blizzard i’ll be back the waves the worms the world i’ll be back i was never your words i bring down the stars to keep them in the sky i flood the desert to keep it dry i am more than you can scry try to hold the wall build the monument i am dust i will teach you how to cry

i was never your words, stinging cells (via stingingcells-blog)

Okay, question. Before following you, I hadn't even HEARD of animorphs. And I see it a lot from you. What is it?!

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Animorphs is the story of five ordinary teenagers who discover that aliens invading their planet. They meet an alien from a race that opposes the invaders who gives them the ability to shapeshift into animals to fight the invaders and protect their planet. Cue wacky hijinks and cool animal shapeshifting and awesome space adventures!

Except not. Animorphs takes the whole ‘teen superheroes get up, go to school, save the world’ trope and deconstructs it HARD. The kids aren’t even close to equipped to deal with this war; the enemy is huge, powerful, and ruthless. Super-healing comes as a happy side effect of their shapeshifting, which is a good thing because they get into physical combat a LOT and are constantly being disembowelled and having limbs ripped off and soforth. Also, the invaders are body-snatchers, who climb into the heads of their victims and control them utterly, being privy to their every thought and memory, meaning that all the ‘enemies’ whose throats the kids rip out in battle are in fact innocent slaves. One of the kids finds out almost immediately that his older brother, who he loves and respects, is a helpless slave of the enemy, living a nightmare in his own head — and who would kill his little brother without hesitation if he ever found out who he was. The bad guys use the kids’ high school and the local boy-scout-esque community group as tools of manipulation and recruitment, meaning that the kids are surrounded constantly not only by enemies but by innocents being led straight to the enemy and they can’t do a damn thing but watch it happen. A main character tries to commit suicide in book 3 and I think the PTSD nightmares start about book 5. The kids can’t tell their parents why they wake up screaming, of course, any more than they can hug them and tell them they love them right before going into a deadly battle — their parents might be under the control of the enemy, and could kill them at any moment.

As the series goes on, the war gets more complicated. The violent, knife-covered alien footsoldiers the kids are constantly fighting in battle aren’t so violent. The bad guys aren’t so bad. The good guys aren’t so good. And these kids, who are thirteen when this all starts, have to figure that out, because there’s nobody else to do it. Is it okay to use biochemical warfare against the enemy? Is it okay to keep fighting and kill innocents in defense of other innocence? Is it alright to use drugs against the enemy, even if the side effects have negative consequences for their slaves? The Big Bad has a habit of decapitating henchmen who fail, and the Animorphs sometimes need to work against their leader’s enslaved brother… what if the Big Bad kills him? Can they back off, sell out part of the human race just to protect a human they happen to know and love? Eventually, a resistance movement develops among the body snatchers and some of them refuse to take unwilling hosts and will only inhabit volunteers — but where’s the line between free consent and coercion when you’re trapped between opposing forces in a war, when your family is in danger? 

Despite having six main characters (they pick up an alien to join them shortly into the story), the protagonists are as well developed as the grey areas they fight in. The character development is amazing as you watch the war break them all in different ways. The charismatic kid who is nominated leader mostly because he has no glaring flaws prohibiting him from the job has no choice but to take it seriously, and can’t show weakness or fear, so he lets nobody help him as he slowly breaks inside and starts treating people like pawns. The clear-sighted realist and head strategist who deals with tragedy with humour, using jokes and sarcasm to hold the team together and give them roles to hold onto, who gets better and better at planning until he realises that the plans and outcomes are all that matters to him even if they involve the death of people he loves… and thinks of this as a good thing. The brash bombshell with more courage than anyone, who shields her friends with her strength and her body and leaving nobody to shield her, who deals with her fear by doing her job until the anger and rage and violence is all that’s left. The philosophising environmentalist, who entered the war as a force of nature nominated to save her planet and has to compromise on line after line until she doesn’t even know how to protect her friends any more. The neglected orphan with no connection to any human being, who finds friends in the fight and fights for them, not humanity… knowing that when it’s over, he’ll have nothing. The alien cadet who just wants to go home and somehow ended up with the honour of his famous brother and the fate of a planet on his shoulders, who tried to operate under his own people’s laws and moral code in a completely different world. 

It’s really good, basically. And it’s been released online for free here: http://animorphsforum.com/ebooks/

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Anonymous asked:

How do you know so much about history and art and literature?? Are there any books/reference materials/websites you could recommend to people who would like to learn more? (because they only have a hazy overview *embarassed cough*)

just through reading articles online since i’ve never had any formal history education. with the internet at your fingertips it really is as easy as googling whatever you want to know. i know academic texts can be boring & hard to comprehend sometimes so… interesting websites

as always, my general advice is to pick an area/topic/era etc you’re interested in and just google it. if you’re in university, have a look at what databases you have access to. all the websites i’ve linked above are free, but there are some great academic resources such as jstor, lexis nexis, historical abstracts, proquest etc. i haven’t included because they’re fee-based subscription services. also, if you’re interested in art history, a lot of museums (e.g. the met, the louvre) often have great articles and exhibitions online. if you’re looking for something more specific, check out this website. hope this helps!

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One of the things I would love to see more of is fantasy that has non-humanoid species - essentially, all the weird worldbuilding details that you find in science fiction with starfish aliens, but also with the ‘warmth’ that you find in fantasy. After reading Empire of the East, I’m kind of reminded how cold a lot of space operas can be - the chrome, the guns, the dark void of space.

And I would REALLY love to see more SC2 AUs in a magitek or early modern setting!! I think Zarla has done a gr8 job with her pirate AU, and Lukipela wrote a fanfic along these lines starring a Shofixti. SC2 is such a goofy, colorful universe - I actually want to kind of bring in the concept of literal color here, because I feel like in visual sci fi there’s a tendency to go for a monochromatic silvery palette. But SC2 has such a range of colors in the planets & ESPECIALLY the alien view screens - so I feel like it manages to kind of circumvent this.

But anyway, I just feel like the SC2 world has so much cool stuff in it - and I would love to see what the interactions between species look like in a pre/nonscientific worldview. In canon, everyone knows what a species is and how they evolved, etc. But in an AU where scientific literacy is low there’s so much potential for superstitious/half-right ideas, surprises about biology, and all the weird interactions arising out of that.

All Your Favourite Norse Deities are Queer: Some Resources

Since I’m so fond of saying “all ur fave Norse deities are queer” I thought I’d put together a short list of links to sources written by people who actually know what they are talking about. Most of these are from the Grumpy Lokean Elder’s tumblr because they often have links to other resources:

Queerness in Heathenry

Addendum to the homosexuality in Heathenry post (contains links to articles about guldgubber, same-sex guldgubber exist)

Specific Deities

(Besides Odin and Loki because everyone knows they’re queer as fuck.)

I’m trying to hunt down that one article by that one guy that speculates that Thor and Loki had sex in Thrymskvida (which I don’t really take that seriously but thought I’d include for reasons).

For Frigga, Fulla, Lofn, see links above.

For Odin, see everything Odin does. Everything.