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it me rachol

anyways still feelin rly bad abt not messaging my brother saying thank u for being kind to me on saturday when i had like an old school panic attack like i kicked it up a notch to my 2009 days it was truly poetic and by that i mean it was fucking awful and i thought i was going to die and i was like screaming at him to not touch me and try and hug me and he was so understanding and he talked me down for soooo long and god!!!!!!!!! i am so embarrassed i begged my parents for two weeks not to make me go cos i knew i’d been feeling v bad but jesus i wasn’t expecting it lool!!!!!!! anyways i am an awful human being sister and like also i don\t care lol

lol i have had two separate nosebleeds today love anxiety haha

it is so nice to have a new clean blog where noone knows who i am yay