You said you would never do that to me. You said you'd never hurt me like he did. But you lied. You broke my trust, you broke my heart and worst of all you broke me....

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stormyskies-and-darklies

It's almost kinda sad how that I'm so used to always being left out or the odd one out that I don't even bother to try putting myself into groups and just don't bother talking at all. I'm better off alone I guess.

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lonelydaydreamers

Don’t you just hate it when your friends hang out without you….

imalreadydead4

Sadly my friends message me more than my family

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can-i-give-up-now-please

I’m not tired, I’m depressed

I’m not tired, I’m anxious

I’m not tired, I want to die

I’m not tired, I’m suicidal

I’m not tired, I hate myself

I’m not tired, I’m disgusted with myself

I’m not tired, I’m numb, empty and apathetic

I’m not tired, I’m hurting and in pain

I’m not tired, I’m exhausted

11.02.19

imalreadydead4

Family?

Family is meant to love you right? They say those 3 little words so much that you get used to it. But how are you meant to be once they start barely saying it to you? They barely message you? They barely want to see you anymore. Most days they just don't seem to care. It hurts so much. But you have to keep pretending that it isn't affecting you. Just so they are happy in what ever they are doing with their lives..

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Love me

So you say you love me, you have said it many times. But yet at the end of the day it isnt me you want.. is it? It is her. It will always be her that you want..

imalreadydead4

Whats wrong with me??

I fell for him, very hard. But he doesnt want me. He has told me he likes me but he doesnt want to go further..

I guess it is time to just give up and move on..

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long-sleeves-and-deep-cuts

the-moon-whisperer

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empty-and-lonely

thepersonalquotes

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Source: thepersonalquotes

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preventive

It doesn’t matter what I do or what I choose, I’m what’s wrong.

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Fucked up

It always seems like i fuck up everything... no matter what i do i seem to fuck it up. I have tried and tried so fucking hard for so fucking long with them it is destroying me now. Im trying to be happy and do what is best for me and my child but it isnt what they want so it is wrong... im sick of this bullshit... i really am

imalreadydead4

Just want to be okay again. But everytime things seem like they are going okay it crumbles again... i finally find someone that makes me happy and i cant be with them. I have lost so much it isnt funny anymore... just want to hide from the world...