I feel like a burden on everybody I come into contact with, and that makes me want to disappear.
I feel like I just annoy everyone with my existence. I feel like no one wants me around.
I'm a letdown, I'm a burden. I'm not supposed to be here.
I feel so, so bad for the people that meet me, for the people that try to be my friend…I make them regret it so, so quickly…
Maybe I should just die so I don't burden anyone anymore. I'm such a waste of space.
I’m such a worthless piece of shit..and everyone knows it…
I don’t think I can do this forever, nights pass and nothing changes, everything hurts and I feel so alone in my heart..
I know I'm not much to look at.
I know I don't have much to give.
I know I'm a wreck mentally, emotionally and physically.
I know I'm a lot to put up with/deal with.
But I do try.
I'm sorry that I am not enough.
I'm sorry that I'm not worth looking at.
I'm sorry that I'm a mess.
I'm sorry that I don't give you what others could.
I'm sorry that there's better options theough the screen out there.
I'm just trying to be what I can.
To be enough...
I’m sorry for all the trouble I tend to cause just by being alive
i am such a burden to everyone at this point i don’t know where to turn.
i’m not enough for anyone. i can’t do anything right.
i hate myself.
I really don’t wanna fucking wake up anymore.
Sure it’s so much fun for a while. They act like they love you. They act like they’ll be there forever. And then they stop texting you first, they start pulling back and then they leave and take their love with them. And before you know it you’re right back where you started worse than before…they leave you.. wondering what you did wrong…they leave you taking another piece of what little heart you have left…until there’s just nothing left to take..
So, has literally everything been super weird and draining lately for everyone else, or is it just me.?
Sorry...
Sorry for being a burden.
Sorry for being clingy.
Sorry for being such a mess.
Sorry for having no self control.
Sorry for being insensitive.
Sorry for being thougtless.
Sorry for being heartless.
Sorry for being unempathic.
Sorry for overestimating.
Sorry for not grasping cues.
Sorry for being emotional.
Sorry for overthinking.
Sorry for being distant.
Sorry for being manic.
Sorry for being depressed.
Sorry for being arrogant.
Sorry for hating myself.
Sorry for bothering you.
Sorry for dissapointing you.
Sorry for making excuses.
Sorry for being suicidal.
Sorry for telling you about it.
Sorry for staying.
Sorry for opening up.
Sorry for saying all that.
Sorry for apologizing.
...I'm sorry.
I fucking hate to feel like I'm always bothering people
I legitimately can't tell anymore if they are just lying to be polite or if they actually mean it
I fucking hate this
I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. How am I supposed to be happy in a place I so clearly don't belong
honestly, I just want to cut all the fat off my body with a scissor and then bleed to de4th