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@im-hidden-from-the-world

Random side blog because I want somewhere to spam about my hyper fixations
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Ingo's fall

slams the ground and perishes,, STILL waiting for closure for the silly train men it's fine :') (pretending not to care so the reunion arc comes faster)

(originally drawn 1/3/2022)

Yeah you're right. It WOULD be pretty fucked up if you were a swan but you were raised by ducks and you grew up never seeing another swan or even knowing that such a thing as a swan even existed so you just thought you were a duck with something super wrong with it.

when you're a child and you stay up past your bedtime you get punished by your parents, when you're an adult and you stay up too late you just get punished by the ghosts and spirits and demons and such

Since it's watermelon season!

My grandfather used to grow watermelons, among other things, and he told me about most of this, especially the orange spot. Those are the absolute best!

i have been given nothing but shiny elongated watermelons with small webbings and white spots. and they make me wanna kill myself

My grandfather used to tell me the best watermelons are the ones you steal from the back of a truck so I guess we all learned some watermelon knowledge from our grandfathers

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TWST Characters - Big Spoon or Little Spoon?

author note: don't ask me what provoked this, i'm writing these silly little headcanons so that i can get it out of my head so i can write the things i'm supposed to be writing! forgive me for my slowness (。T ω T。)

characters: Heartslabyul, Savanaclaw & Octavinelle

Heartslabyul

Riddle Rosehearts

  • Little spoon who thinks he is a big spoon
  • He will try being both the big spoon and the little spoon respectively
  • But in his ACADEMIC opinion, he will declare that he is the big spoon
  • But despite how he insists that he is the big spoon, most nights he ends up falling asleep in your arms
  • If he wakes up in the middle of the night he’ll groggily try to rearrange but it doesn’t always work
  • Don’t tease him about it, sometimes he just needs the comfort of being held
  • Little spoon in denial basically

Ace Trappola

  • Silly straw who thinks he is a big spoon
  • No fr this guy will posture and insist that he is 100% big spoon material
  • But then as SOON as he falls asleep, he’s snoring and throwing his arms around and wiggling around, tossing and turning
  • Man will NOT keep still
  • The amount of times you’ve kicked him out of bed bc he keeps waking you up with his flailing
  • Rarely you’ll get a night where you comfortably sleep with him as the big spoon but don’t get used to it

Deuce Spade

  • Respectable big spoon
  • Probably one of the most comfortable people to sleep with
  • Will cuddle you well enough that you feel soothed but not tight enough that you can’t slip out if you want/need to
  • Always makes sure you’re comfortable, probably to the extent that you have to tell him to stop fretting
  • Good boy, 10/10

Cater Diamond

  • Undeniable little spoon
  • There is no doubt, just hold him pls
  • His favourite position is with his back to you bc he prefers it if you can’t see his face
  • Can’t have you seeing him vulnerable instead of his usual silly, goofy persona
  • Sometimes tho he’ll lay his head against your chest and you’ll have a little moment together
  • But don’t mention it otherwise he won’t do it again

Trey Clover

  • Big spoon
  • As if there was ever any doubt
  • He actually really likes spooning, he likes the intimacy
  • He likes the feel of your heartbeat and being able to stroke a hand through your hair or watch you as you sleep
  • Plus it is easy for him to slip into bed next to you if he’s stayed up late to finish baking

Savanaclaw

Leona Kingscholar

  • Big spoon but only because he treats you like a living pillow
  • I mean let’s be real all this man does is sleep
  • So there is no way that you will be anything but the little spoon here
  • He’ll think its funny if you try to be the big spoon and then just push you underneath him and resume business as usual
  • Spooning with Leona is either incredibly comfortable or the most uncomfortable sleep you’ve ever had – there is no in-between
  • He pretends not to care if you voice any discomfort but genuinely will try to be more attentive in future

Jack Howl

  • Big spoon
  • But he goes to bed sooo early so you don’t always get to cuddle
  • Sometimes when you sneak into bed he’ll roll over and engulf you in his arms
  • As if he sensed you in his sleep
  • But other times Jack sleeps like a rock
  • So its kind of hit and miss
  • But when you do get to spoon, it feels like you are encompassed in a huge, never-ending hug
  • It may even be tempting enough for you to become a morning person, if you’re not already

Ruggie Bucchi

  • Little spoon 100%
  • My man just likes to cuddle up after a long day of making thaumarks and running around taking care of Leona
  • So there is nothing he loves more than snuggling into your chest or side and passing out
  • Plus being the little spoon makes it a tiny bit easier to slip out in the morning when he has to do one of his early morning jobs or get Leona's breakfast ready
  • Plus plus having you there makes his bed feel just that little bit more comforting :)

Octavinelle

Azul Ashengrotto

  • Little spoon who thinks he is a big spoon #2
  • You’ll fall asleep with him being the big spoon but you always ALWAYS wake up with him somehow in the little spoon position with his arms and legs wrapped around you
  • Will insist this is a misunderstanding and that he slipped bc he’s still not used to beds yet
  • He actually loves nothing more than burying his face into your chest and feeling nice and safe
  • Nevertheless he will go to the grave insisting that he is the big spoon
  • The biggest little spoon in denial, no one compares

Jade Leech

  • Big spoon
  • The only time he is a little spoon is when he gets too excited about mushrooms or something and needs to calm down while you stroke his hair
  • Otherwise he is a big spoon through and through
  • Thing is though, his grip is TOO strong
  • Once you make the decision to spoon with him, there is no escape
  • His arms will be wrapped so tightly around your waist that you can’t even more an inch away from him
  • He has absolutely no remorse about it either the next morning, he’ll just give you his little closed eye smile and be all ‘whoops’ but hold you just as tight the next time

Floyd Leech

  • Hear me out, hear me out
  • 100% a little spoon
  • He gives off big spoon energy but actually prefers to wrap himself around you and have you hold him and play with his hair and give him back scratches
  • Be careful if he’s in a silly goofy mood though because he’ll start nipping at you
  • Thinks its hilarious when you’re relaxing and you suddenly yelp bc he’s nipped at your side
  • But usually he behaves himself bc sometimes he’s a little touch starved so he really likes it when you hold him

Ok but like. What the fuck is there to do on the internet anymore?

Idk when I was younger, you could just go and go and find exciting new websites full of whatever cool things you wanted to explore. An overabundance of ways to occupy your time online.

Now, it’s just… Social media. That’s it. Social media and news sites. And I’m tired of social media and I’m tired of the news.

Am I just like completely inept at finding new things or has the internet just fallen apart that much with the problems of SEO and web 3.0 turning everything into a same-site prison?

Long collection of resources under the cut.

ALSO you should consider browsing Virtual Pet List and seeing if there are any pet sites you might be interested in playing. There is a whole genre of browser games right under your nose

Another one that I just found recently is this, which is a whole collection of blogs, organized by topic!

Look guys the real internet IS STILL THERE I’m going to cry

Getting off of twitter and onto neocities has really healed me and I am so glad to see it is healing other people too ;u; let’s retreat into the self-made digital woods and away from corporate bs pls, I am so tired

The internet is still there, it’s just been cordoned off by The Internet™️ in hopes that we forget about it and keep feeding data to the Machine.