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Enoch

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Life update: broke up with my manipulative ex who always yelled at me. Experimenting with my gender and going on a journey of self discovery and partying without anyone controlling me. :)

Anonymous asked:

Please don't take your doctor's words to heart. Getting better is almost always possible to some captivity. If you have the energy, please don't give up trying to improve your quality of life, even if it means having your life look different from other people's. So long as you are content, that is all that matters.

Thank you so much for the kind words, anon. I don't have much energy or motivation to help myself since I don't even like myself that much, but I hope one day I can find the strength to do that. Thank you for taking the time to write to me. <3

shout out to psychotic people who choose not to be on antipsychotics and medication, who are happy without meds, who struggle but know what they do and don’t want in their bodies, who approach life without medication. you are not delusional for knowing you can succeed without them, you are not stupid or naive or selfish. you have every right to your brain and body and no one else gets to decide what meds you take but you

I don't want to help myself anymore. I'm done with trying to make myself better. My doctor said that I'll be this way forever. So there's no point. I will never be happy. Nobody loves me when I'm sick. Nobody loves me.

being psychotic means either you’re an evil malicious psychopath who wants to eat babies and abuse innocent people or you’re a poor little baby who can’t be trusted and is too crazy to exist as a person and no matter which one you’re the butt of a joke and exist to be mocked