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@im-always-gone-with-the-wind

We're all f*cked in the head, alone and depressed
Little trigger warning!

Friends can break your heart too, friendships can be just as toxic and abusive as relationships. Someone you care about can hurt you and manipulate you into coming back everytime and it's so hard to let go, you want to heal them, you don't want to leave, you know that everyone deserves to have someone who never leaves. But you gotta understand you need to let go. You dont have to be that one person. You have nothing to prove. Take care of yourself. You matter just as much as the people that you desperately try to peice back together.

-Advice to myself that I wish I'd take

I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.
broken thoughts | 2am