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I'm not okay... I promise

@im-a-good-girl-i-promise

Bi, she/her. TRIGGER WARNING.I'm not okay. I hate hospitals. Suicide attempts: 22 June 2016, 4 July 2016, 28 September 2016, 5 May 2017.

Him

He isn’t mine. He was a long time ago. Not too long ago he slept over. It made me feel complete, it made me feel  wanted,it made me feel safe to sleep next to him. now he’s someone else’s and i hate it. However I’ve just got to deal with it and that’s what I”m going to do. 

It feels as though I’m dying inside. It’s like i can’t control myself anymore and the war is in my mind but i don’t know how to let it out without bleeding.