And after everything he put me through I still wonder if he’s doing okay and hope him the best.
It makes me so upset when people ask if she took her life with drugs but in all honesty I think that’s the only way I’d be able to take mine and I’ve been thinking about it way more recently then I have since her passing.
I know people mean well when they say “I’m sorry for your loss” but it doesn’t bring her back and it doesn’t make me feel any better. We should really come up with a better saying even though there are no words in this world that would ever fill the whole that has been created in my heart. “I’m sorry” is just so sappy.
“If you’re lonely, bored or unhappy, remember you are young. There is so much time to meet new people and go to new places.”
— Ezra Koenig
