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My PIN number to this day is my second grade best friends birthday. There are people I don’t talk to anymore whose families are still in my prayers. There are shirts I wear to bed from exes of 8 years ago who are married now with kids. And I haven’t found a macaroni salad recipe better than my college boyfriend’s mom’s. Our lives are made up of so many people and when people become parts of our lives, some parts remain long after they leave. And in the same exact way, it’s comforting to know there are so many lives you’re still a part of that you have no idea about.
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“There’s nothing more painful than to see a sad expression on a beautiful face.”
— O. Leary
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i exist for no reason.
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Source: weheartit.com
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Heartbreak is an odd experience.
At 7am you wish you could snooze your alarm
and hide from the sunlight.
At 10 you feel unstoppable
and like maybe today is the day the heartbreak will ease.
At 1pm you’re crying at your desk silently,
hoping no one will notice and
at 2 you’re running to the bathroom
because you feel nauseous.
At 3 you feel like you can manage.
At 5 you’re exhausted from your heart
leading you on this emotional roller coaster
and your brain unsuccessfully trying to take back control.
Come 8 o’clock and you’re squeezing your pillow,
howling out to the moon wishing
you could feel anything,
anything but this.
m.s (via shareaquote)
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Write about the lessons you’ve learned this year:
1. There are hard days. Sometimes you hate to get up in the morning, or cry yourself to sleep at night. But those days will pass.
2. Sometimes, you just have to accept you’re not feeling well. Cancel your plans, make some food and stay in bed. Sometimes, that’s exactly what you need.
3. However, don’t let your feelings take over. It’s okay to do nothing for a day, or two. But don’t make it a week.
4. I know I did let my feelings take over way too much. I stayed in bed, did nothing all day. Until the point that I had to get out.
5. Getting out of bed can feel good. Make your bed, eat some breakfast. Just do something. And be proud of yourself for what you’ve accomplished - even if it’s just eating breakfast.
6. Don’t be angry at yourself, that never works out.
7. Just take care. Of yourself, your mind, your body, everything. And accept the fact that sometimes things just don’t work out the way you want to.
8. Don’t shut people out. They are there to help.
9. You are the one that has to pick up the pieces after a breakdown. But you’re not alone, even if it feels like you are.
10. Sometimes I think I’ve control over my feelings, but I don’t. They come and go. I just have to accept that. Sometimes the feelings are just too much, and I have to take a step back. Start again. There’s always a second chance.
youarejustlovely (via wnq-writers)
Source: wnq-writers.com
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You don’t understand.
How much pain someone must be in
to drag a blade across their own skin
until they see blood.
Or to slam their own fist against their body
until they know it will bruise.
Or how much someone must hate their own body
that they won’t allow themselves to eat.
Or they force themselves to vomit
every time they do.
You don’t understand.
C.H
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I literally feel so disgusting right now, does somebody want to kill me?
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This Hit me hard