“Hung on my bedroom wall is the quote attributed to Joan of Arc: “I am not afraid. I was born to do this.” However my life unfolds, goes my thinking, is how I am meant to live it; however my life unspools itself, I was created to bear it.”
— Esmé Weijun Wang, The Collected Schizophrenias
Me and my bestie on weekend
born to always mourn the present like it’s already become a memory
something terrible and monstrous is inside me [being in my 20s]
hey nice mental issues did ur family or ur ex give u those
cats are alayws like could you kiss me on my little head please? [0.2 seconds without response] okay. time for punching to death then
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