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I hope she’s worth it.
I hope she’s worth
Every empty bottle
And every sad song.
Every sleepless night
And every miserable morning.
I hope your bloodshot eyes
Look at her
And are healed
By her very presence.
She kills you softly
And I hope she’s worth it.
I hope one day
You’ll realize
What you lost
When you threw me away.
I hope you’ll see
That I was always there
To hold your head
When thoughts of her
Made it too heavy to hold.
I hope you remember
Every call I took,
Every night I stayed up,
Everything I dropped
To make sure, above all else,
That you were okay.
I hope you’re okay.
Because I’m not.
And I won’t be
As long as I remain locked
Onto your strings.
When I need you
You’re off waiting.
Waiting for her to need you.
Pull me gently
When she makes you sad.
Let me drop
When she comes back.
I know what I am,
And I deserve way more.
I hope she’s worth it.
Because you aren’t anymore.
A. Hietanen // April 9th, 2016 // (via abducted-souls)
