I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna fucking do it. I’m gonna get exactly what I want out of life and I’m not gonna let anyone/anything stop me. I know what I’m capable of and I know how hard I’m willing to work to get what I want. I’m gonna do exactly that and I’m gonna be who I want, I’m gonna get what I want, and I’m going to do it all on my own. No one is gonna get in the way of me being who I want to be. I’m going to do exactly what I know I can. There’s not a doubt in my mind that I’m not going to get what I want. I understand that shit hits the fan, I understand that I will have obstacles and understand I will have setbacks but I promise I’m never going to give up. I’m never gonna fold, I have myself and that’s enough. Mark my words, 6 years from now I will be successful. I will be doing what I wish, I’m going to make something out of myself.

going to sleep like this sucks so much.

I am my own kind of pretty

Comparing yourself to someone else is so toxic and coming to the realization is relieving. There is no one like you and understand and accept that you are your own type of beautiful, no one looks like you, no one has your exact traits, no one is E X A C T L Y like you. Just because someone has a nicer body than you does not mean you should put yourself down because of it, it means they put in the time and effort to do so and it was a PROCESS and if you are willing to make the change and go through that process, you will too have what you wish. It TAKES TIME. You are going through a process right now, everything takes time. You will grow and grow and grow. Accept who you are and the body you were put in, be your own beautiful. Embrace the gorgeousness and understand that you are unique. However, this is NOT your final form.