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My Tools are a cups of tears

@idrawtrash

 | I draw ... nothing else to add to that | screaming to my friends about my oc’s | in too many fandoms but currently loving too many Anime and loneliness | 18 +
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please help us avoid homelessness!

shorter / prioritized vers of my last post since it was all over the place im jet, 24 yr old trans dude who has had this account since 2014. me any my partner were kicked out by homophobic family last year after tricking us into moving states to caretake for them, and we are still recovering after losing all belongings to them and being made homeless for months, we now live in an apartment much over our income as it was the only available option until we can move. i am looking for better pay currently but am already a full time student and caretaker to my spouse who has seizure disorder (and others) we are currently 700 dollars short for our rent for feb, as we have lost income and i have had to cut into my savings that was going to pay it, and we will have no way to pay, on top of the other expenses mentioned in my last post. anything helps, even a couple cents. it adds up and would help us really afford to stay here and feel safe for the already difficult holidays. i am looking for work but it is difficult to find a job that would not just make even less money than i currently make so i am trying to get a better job, which is taking time that i don't have. i know everyone is going through a lot, but if you have any extra, anything does really directly affect us and help us live. p*ypal: ptcustomcomp@yahoo.com v*nmo: @tobler707

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boosting because we really need the help as we are interviewing for the first time but we wont be paid in time for feburary's rent by a paycheck, and can be kicked out by then, if you want to help us literally survive while try to get on our feet please boost if you can help out! if we get out of this we wont need to do this again, thank you all so much.

こども用ソファで猫じゃらししてたら、とんでもない瞬間が撮れてしまった。ポーズもすごいがアニメみたいな顔になってる…。

god every time I think I’ve seen all the cat material the internet has to show something new and absolutely delighting appears

I started following this girl and her whole dash ended up these. And her last post. I can’t even say words. Anons took her life. If that okay with you, then carry on with your day. If you agree this is unacceptable and okay, then reblog and spread the word. What you say can actually change a persons life! So help out

I don’t care if this makes your dash look ‘ugly’, no matter what type of blog you have you should reblog it.

If you can’t reblog this, I pity you as a human being.

;~;

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This is honestly soul crushing. People who send hate like this have dog shit for souls.

Honestly, if you’re going to take the time to tear people apart like this, then I think you should be charged for murder. Because while those people didn’t physically do it, they’re the ones who took it that far. In my eyes, those kind of people are cold blooded and cold hearted killers.

Of course, the cowards all sent their horrible words anonymously, too. I don’t understand people sometimes. How anyone can enjoy tearing apart another person’s happiness, I’ll never know.

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They have the audacity to say that, how can people just pick and pick at people’s lives. What has humanity come to. You just took someones life, this is unacceptable and disgusting, its makes me sick. 

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This is beyond disgusting and sad. I hope this comes across to any anon that bully people in any type if way. GROW THE HELL UP! if you honestly think that just because you’re not saying it directly to them and hiding away anonymously and that your words have no consequences, then you need HELP and THERAPY! This is absolutely sick

wtf is wrong with people.

Some people just don’t know when to quit, like I am disgusted by you all, how can you be this cruel and harsh, shame on you. And the fact that they are anons just prove how weak they are, well fuck you, all of you anons who would do that to someone. You guys are pathetic.

Seriously, what kind of person does this? If you’re pathetic enough that you have to tear someone else down to make yourself feel better maybe take a look at yourself and why you feel the need to do this to someone else, especially someone you don’t even know.

If any of you following me do this, get the hell off my blog.

soft reminders:

  • you have value even when you can’t get out bed.
  • you will always have inherent worth, unaffected by your level of functioning or productivity.
  • you are deserving of love, kindness and time.
  • you are worth the ‘burden’ of getting help and recovering.

[Ch 2 spoilers]

What do you have, Cyrus?

ok listen here you go to sleep rn before I come over there and smother you with a pillow and blanket, give you some choccy milk, and read you a bed time story. this is a threat. >:[

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No sorry can’t do that 

omg who's ur fav monster prom daddy and mommy

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Oh god why but it’s a tie for my favorite character is milo from the new game and damion and Zoe

Hey. Do you need a hug?

Maybe you’re having a stressful day. Maybe you just need a deep breath. Maybe you just didn’t realize how stressed you are. It’s okay! You deserve love and warmth in your life.

Are you comforted by words? 

Do you need to hear some pleasant ambient sounds?

ASMR? Stimming? 

How about a game or activity distraction?

Do you need something soothing?

How about a laugh?

It’s going to be okay. Today may be the worst day of your life - but tomorrow won’t be. Life is a series of ups and downs, and that means there’s going to be good and bad. Drink some water, let yourself cry if you need to, and get a good night’s sleep. You’ll feel better in the morning. 

Reblogging anyone who may need it, and also for me to easily find later.

Be able to talk to the three people I eat lunch with

Have a life?

I’d feel so much more confident about being social, taking chances, and do much better with change.

this internship would not be as hard as it is

Forget about nursing school and start chasing veterinary school instead.

Being able to talk to the hairdresser at a hair salon and not sit in awkward silence

Sing and dance as freely and wildly as I do when I am alone.

dress the way i want to without fear of others opinion of my body

Be more independent

Not be in fear of saying my opinion on a topic

Thank you all for 1k followers! I haven’t been here long, but I appreciate all the support I’m getting. As a sort of give-back to my followers, I’m holding an art raffle. Here’s how it works:

Rules:

  • You must be following me
  • You cannot use giveaway/throwaway blogs/accounts
  • Likes and reblogs both count
  • You may reblog multiple times. Each reblog is another entry.
  • Preferably no sideblogs, but if you must, in the tags, list the blog that follows this account.
  • This giveaway ends 1/31/2020 at 11:59 PM EST.

Prize:

  • One person will be selected as a winner, and that person will get a full body, full character prize with up to two characters. 
  • If this post gets to 500 notes (which I am in no way expecting), I’ll hold an art stream and allow requests.
  • If this post gets to 1000 notes (which I am also not expecting), I’ll select another winner, the prize of which is the same as listed in the first bullet point.

Thank you all so much again! And good luck!

Good job cykes !

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ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ I’M

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ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ THERE’S NO STOPPING MEEEEEEEEEEE

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⚡️PRE-ORDERS ARE OPEN!⚡️

Dear Agents,

This is your head Agent Vanderwood. The Mystic Agency is now granting you access to confidential files in our agency system.

Undercover will now be available to all interested agents. This is a perfect-bound, A5 zine containing 40+ pages of secret cases and photographs surrounding my life and work. Hopefully, in learning more about me, we can work better together. I look forward to it.

In addition, we have a side digital zine, Discover, an interactive story featuring a romantic route that I’m starring in. Each chapter comes with choices at the end that you must make to determine how the story progresses. It also contains CGs/illustrations created by our top-notch artist agents. Check out our posts with the #Discover tag to read the first 2 chapters as a sneak-peek into the exciting treat you’re in for, if I do say so myself. You can also check out the custom MC look that our wonderful agent followers voted for a few months back.

To order your copy of the zine, check out the Agency’s store here: https://vandyzine(.)storenvy(.)com/

The store will be open from 8 October to 8 November 2019, 23:59 (EST)!

All profits from the sale of this zine will go towards Lifesong for Orphans, an organisation devoted to supporting children through global orphan care ministries, Christian adoptive families, and foster care initiatives!

⚡️The Bundles ⚡️

All prices quoted are in USD, and DO NOT include shipping costs (where applicable).

➵ ROOKIE INFORMANT BUNDLE - $10

  • 1x Digital Zine (Undercover)

➵ SECRET AGENT HANDBOOK BUNDLE - $15

  • 1x Physical Zine
  • 1x Digital Zine (Undercover)

➵ [TIER 1] CLASSIFIED BUNDLE - $25

  • 1x Physical Zine
  • 1x Digital Zine (Undercover)
  • 1x Heart Badge (*random)
  • 1x A5 sticker sheet
  • 1x A5 print

➵ [TIER 2 / FULL BUNDLE] TOP-SECRET FILES BUNDLE - $40

  • 1x Physical Zine
  • 1x Digital Zine (Undercover)
  • 2x Heart Badges
  • 1x A5 sticker sheet
  • 2x A5 prints
  • 1x Acrylic Charm

➵ [ADD-ON] ESPIONAGE BUNDLE

  • 1x Digital Zine (Discover) - $8

⚡️GIVEAWAY!⚡️

The Mystic Agency will also be conducting a giveaway, and there will be 3 lucky winners selected in total!

➵ 1st winner: 1x Classified Bundle ➵ 2nd winner: 1x Rookie Informant Bundle  3rd winner: 1x Rookie Informant Bundle

This giveaway will end on 15 October, 23:59 (EST).

HOW TO ENTER:

  • You MUST be following @vandyzine on Tumblr/Twitter/Instagram (IG: @vandy_zine).
  • Reblog this pre-order post on Tumblr OR RT the pinned pre-order tweet on Twitter.
  • NO giveaway blogs allowed!
  • Max. of 1 reblog per day. Each reblog will get your name in the “ballot” more times, so 1 reblog per day = higher chance of winning.

⚡️Stretch Goals⚡️

You will be given access to 2 pieces of stretch goal merch when the Mystic Agency receives 30 and 60 orders respectively (only for physical bundles). A more detailed announcement is coming soon, so stay tuned for updates and details!

⚡️Questions?⚡️

We will be tagging our answered asks relating to pre-orders with the tag #pre-orders asks ! You can also check out our store FAQ: 

https://vandyzine(.)storenvy(.)com/faq

⚡️Our Agents⚡️

We would like to thank our special agents who have completed their missions after a lot of hard work and preparation. This zine would not have been possible if not for them!

➵ Cover Artist: Ikki (IG: Ikkiikki45)

➵ Artists

Feshnie - @jove-bluh | Giechert - Twitter: GiechertSY | Huyen - @maou-shoujo | Ikki - IG: Ikkiikki45 | Kkas-art - @kkas-art | Muevegier - IG/Twitter: muevegier Napporin - @napporin | Poki - Twitter: poki_art | Reii - @r-e-i-i | ❀Rhith - @etherealrhith | Rhycmi - @rhymi-chan | Roeru - IG: roe.ru | SanderHazard - IG/Twitter: sanderhazard | Sepulchrate - @sepulchrate | Shea Parfait - Twitter: sheaparfait | snoweyuki - @snoweyuki | Virgichuu - Twitter: virgichuu | Xianwu4 - Twitter: xianwu4 | Zhuxing - Twitter: zhuxing0330

➵ Writers

Ailis - @spacechip707 | Beabovidae - @whereisvanderwood | Elly - @fromthedeskofelizabeththird | Reifromrfa - @reifromrfa

➵ Merch Artists

Hotpot - @hyoukii | Paigyloli - @paigyloli | Rainylune - @rainylune | Rhycmi - @rhymi-chan | Virgichuu - Twitter: virgichuu

⚡️Support Us!⚡️

If you would like to support us in other ways apart from buying our bundles, please feel free to reblog our pre-order posts on Tumblr/Twitter (@vandyzine) and IG (@vandy_zine), and spread the word to your friends!! You may also donate to our Ko-fi page [https://ko-fi(.)com/vandyzine] if you wish to do so! 

ATTENTION: For all links in this post, please remember to remove the parantheses/brackets in the links after copy and pasting it into your browser! This is due to Tumblr’s policy of hiding posts containing external links from searches. Thank you!

I am so excited! Already placed my order! You all should too! They have some really talented artists and writers!

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ha?

every single person who reblogs this

every

single

person

will get “doot doot” in their ask box

HOW

I WANT TO KNOW YOUR SECRET

SERIOUSLY THOUGH WHAT ARE YOU

I GOT THIS AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK

there are over 128,000 notes and i still got one

how

i reblogged this less than 2 minutes ago

how the actual fuck

well

do not question

What the heck why not

Give me the DOOT DOOT

PLEASE DOOT DOOT ME