“I didn’t want us to end up like this. This is exactly what I was afraid of. I didn’t want us to act like strangers, or maybe even less because we can’t even hold eye contact, because we can’t ever talk again, because we can’t ever know each other again. And maybe I loved you so much that I wish we hadn’t fallen in love, just so I could have kept you by my side, even if it wasn’t as a lover.”

“I just wish it wasn’t you, you know? Because out of everyone, it had to be you. It had to be the person who I had the best memories with, who was my best friend, who I thought was the sweetest thing alive. But of course…that had to be the one who broke my heart.”

“I’m going to love you. You don’t have to love me back. But I’m going to love you with my whole heart. And even if you break my heart, I will always wish the best for you. I’ll love you for me, not for you. Because love is a flower growing in my heart, and if my heart chooses to grow a blue flower for you, I will trust my heart. So I love you. Even if you don’t love me back.”

“Eventually, you have to let go. You have to stop thinking about him. You have to stop wishing for him back, and start to find yourself again. You have to remember who you are and remember that you are strong. You have to put yourself first. And eventually, your happiness won’t depend on him anymore.”

“And someday I hope you understand how long I fought for you until I couldn’t anymore”

“I know we’ve said our final goodbye but every time I start to come to the realization that this is it, my heart starts to beat faster, my eyes tear up and my head gets fuzzy. I have to lie to myself, saying it wasn’t the last time, to keep control of myself, to keep me from breaking apart.”

“fuck i’m so in love with you you can’t even imagine”