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i haven't had a good night's sleep since 2004

@iclimbtreestofeelalive

but hey at least im gay now
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When I was little I LOVED the taste of blues clues kids toothpaste. I'd just straight up eat it. My mom thought this was unhealthy and would take away the toothpaste if she caught me eating it. Or threaten to switch to grown-up mint toothpaste (not as tasty). I would crouch behind the open bathroom door slowly squeezing out blues clues kids toothpaste onto my hands and eating it as quietly as possible

this gave me such a beautiful visual i had to draw it. the true human experience of eating a little goopy in the dark

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Love this picture of Jack Manifold. He looks so virginal and pure, yet the pink sheets invoke feelings of subtle passion and romance. The hand placement implies tenderness and devotion to the personal divine. I’ve always said that Jack is one of the modern reincarnations of Joan D’Arc and I think you can really see that in this image

i made this post during the last few days of a manic episode in which i was having delusions about jack manifold, gerard way, and myself being reincarnations of joan of arc’s fractured soul and during a period of time in which i was self isolating for months in my apartment and hadn’t spoken to anyone or left my room in a week due to “preparing” for the second coming of christ. to this day i have never made a better tumblr post ​and i will hopefully never be able to recreate the conditions that made this post possible. this is my magnum opus ​and i hope you all continue to enjoy it

edit: for everyone wondering, the original post is from almost a year ago and i’m doing MUCH better now which is why i decided to share the story behind it now

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Rolled up the living room rug to clean my apartment/make dinner on roller skates because I suddenly remembered that I’m an adult with free will…..Life is beautiful

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my betrothed just got home…..it’s always Why we’re you using kitchen knives on skates don’t do that again and never How was rollercooking did you have fun rollercooking

my dad got his industrial pierced when he was younger. i’m never gonna be as cool as him am i.

my mom was a fucking bisexual heartthrob in college and they called her the “brick wall” on her rugby team. women lined up to date her. smy dad was a teenage punk in the 80s who still tells all my goth friends that he saw bauhaus live. he had his girlfriends pierce his ears. two of my psuedo-aunts were in seattle around the time the grunge scene was taking off. one of them has a personal grudge against dave grohl because he was an asshole to her at a show. do you realize how hard it is to know that i will never be as cool as either of my parents or anyone they hang out with. do you know how much that fucking pains me

you’re right. i am pretty special