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Ians Had Enough

@ianshadenough

TRIGGER WARNING: Self  harm, depression, anxiety, somewhat suicidal, and I'm not sure what else.I've had enough of all of life's bullshit and having to censure myself for fear of the reactions of my friends and family so I've come here. This is my outlet so I don't keep everything bottled up, your welcome to take a look if you want but it won't be pretty.

just another thing for my fanfic, Hold No Punches

another Daphne image for my fanfic Hold No Punches

I’m so sorry about the face. I messed up repeatedly and then gave up. still just trying to get it to my fanfic on another site

I’m just trying to get this over to another website that doesn’t let me upload from my computer. Hold No Punches 

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do. The semester just ended and I have to fly home tomorrow. I've been barely holding back this horrible oppressive depression-anxiety combo that's threatening to overcome me. I've recently been trying to quit self harm and I've done without it for almost a month now but I'm struggling so hard right now not to. Also I've been suicidal for a while but I don't think I could ever actually do it but the desire to is growing and it's a horrible feeling. I don't want to go home! And I don't know what to do