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sometimes i see ppl with mental illness wishing that something traumatic (or more traumatic) had happened to them because then people would be symptathetic to why they are the way they are and

i understand the logic behind that thought, but as someone with diagnosed ptsd i just want to say that no amount of trauma will ever make nt people sympathetic to you or your symptoms. the asshole that tells depressed people they have no reason to be suicidal, is almost certainly the same asshole that tells people with ptsd to get the fuck over their trauma and stop being victims. you cant win with these people, and more trauma doesnt make people more accepting of your illness

isn’t it sad how many good things were ruined because of our abuse

u know when yr borderline so u get so unnecessarily attached to people’s routines especially when they involve you - down to their style of speaking to you and how they react to your jokes - so when anything changes like they don’t message you around the time they usually do or they use different words or mannerisms yr brain goes ABANDONMENT ABANDONMENT and you start to prepare for the inevitable neglect and just try to accept that okay this person hates me now gotta start learning to live with it

I don’t feel like a real person. I just feel like a collection of what people want me to be and various mental disorders.

people will support you having bpd until you actually, yknow….act like a person with bpd

The sad truth is, I want to be missed.

— (via help-me-im-dyingx)

suicide note: i wasnt alive anyway.

i feel so fucking hollow, like im not real

please stop asking me about my future ill cry

— P.G.G

P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern