kissedbeneaththescars-deactivat
Please. I want to die🎉
Sometimes I have days where I would like nothing more than to be unconscious. I kinda wanna just,, stop existing for a while, but i can't
I stopped eating again in front of people. I stopped eating in front of my family. I stopped eating after dark. I stopped eating in the morning. I am hungry. But every time I want to eat I feel like dying. I’m trying so hard to just be.
I don’t have a problem with me body but everyone else seems to have.
I can't explain it.....but crying on your bathroom floor hits different........
I’m sorry I overthink and ruin our day. I’m sorry I don’t know how to express my feelings properly. I’m trying I really am, but if my whole life I’ve been told to bite my tongue... it’s hard to break a habit.
People who make you feel guilty for doing the things that make you happy are the worst.
skywalkingthoughts-deactivated2
If I can accept and recognize the messed up stuff I have done, and how it had affected both of us…
Why can’t you even mention anything, ANYTHING, that you know you did wrong?
friendly reminder no one is worth destroying yourself over. doesn’t matter how happy they’ve made you, how long you’ve known them, how cute they are, how sweet they can be. if you’re constantly crying yourself to sleep over them and feeling invalidated and having to blame yourself or make up excuses for them, not worth it. not worth it now. not worth it in the long run.
“People with low self-esteem are more likely to sabotage themselves when something good happens to them because they don’t feel deserving.”
— Unknown
me: *talks* wait am i annoying
me: *doesnt talk* wait am i boring
"Can’t sleep at night, can’t get up in the morning."
mood..
I wonder what it’s like to feel emotionally stable for an entire day