hey so
i don’t know how to stop wishing for her/us being okay every time 11:11 comes around
May you always have enough for rent.
fuckchristmasss
and enough left over for food and transportation
And your bills.
denisefromoffgrovestreet
Amen.
powrightinthekisser
And some just for yourself and personal needs
And some for unexpected emergencies and paid drills
And some to help those who deserve it
chosenperspective
And enough to build your savings
And enough for small happy things to keep your sanity up.
wish it was socially acceptable to outright ask someone if they love you
i’m sick i’m on my period i’m sad so i am going to get drunk and eat rice on my kitchen floor goodnight
i really am, from the bottom of my heart, an actual fucking idiot
#me for replying and saying words and thoughts and feelings last night#i’m so embarrassed#i’m so fucking embarrassed that i went the soft i miss you too and im never gonna stop loving you route#and she SLAMMED the fuck you button#like did last night even matter?#what was the POINT other than to tear my shit apart#like i feel HORRIFIC now#and i already felt like that!!!!!#now its just i wanna die pt 2!!!!!!#jesus christ#that was so so bad#and yet#i still want to be with her#lmaoooooooo#god#text post
i just woke up from a nap and instantly started panicking what the hell man when is Remembering what has Happened not gonna feel like THIS
hearing someone you love laugh is? easily one of the best things on earth
i feel like i’m dying. i feel lost. i feel terrible. i feel like the worst person on the planet. pissed was supposed to help but all the fire has gone out and now i feel like i’m fucking DYING. this is so hard and so bad and knowing this is like IT this time is the worst thing i’ve ever experienced since.,,,,,, ***** **** and that’s like. saying something. i cant do this. i’m not gonna be able to. i can’t fucking HANDLE it
guattarian-egirl-deactivated202
This is really something I have constantly needed to remind myself, but god damn is it important.
i’m so fucking anxious and sad and STILL so embarrassed about what happened earlier this week i’m surprised i haven’t combusted with all of this i’m fucking FEELING right now
i don’t want to be here bc i feel like crying constantly but i’m so fucking scared to go home and be alone with my thoughts bc it’ll just not be good and this day is so fucking bad i can’t do this