unsuresuggestion
i really don’t think i want to be alive anymore

i really don’t think i want to be alive anymore
I have two moods
One is highly sophisticated intellectual who goes into complex thoughts and is always moody and deep
the other is an immature 5 year old that doesn’t know how to control herself or her language or her actions
there is no inbetween
Even when i try hard everything turns shit.
I have a legitimate fear that I am unlovable.
I have a legitimate fear that I am unlovable.
“Maybe I’m just hard to love.”
— and easy to leave
Why does it hurt so much?
“No words can explain the way i’m missing you.”
— All I want is to tell you I love you. All I want is you. (via coral)
The fact that I exist literally pisses me off sometimes