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@i-hate-candies

Do you really think that you have the right to be a bad person to casual people, who have done nothing to you, because someone, more than once, has hurt you? And then expect to find someone nice to you and even wonder why everything's going down?
Really?
Undoubtedly, anyone can think what they want.
But don't go around expecting to be given love when all you give is hate.
Hate generates hate.
When will people understand?

~me, an idiot who loves who hate them and barely hates anyone

Your daily reminder that traumatised brains are literally physically different to a normal brain. Repeated trauma and abuse has a severe, long-term effect.

If you have difficulty maintaining social bonds, concentrating, sleeping, focusing, or regulating your emotions, it’s because you’re traumatised. If you’re not happy with yourself, if you worry you’re a burden, you’re toxic, that you don’t matter, it’s because you’re traumatised. If you struggle to make it out of bed, think straight, get motivated or distracted, it’s because you’re traumatised.

Have you ever been told you’re too dramatic, or emotional? Has anyone wondered why you trust no one? Why you analyse every person’s smallest behaviour? Why you’re paranoid of the most minor signs of history repeating itself? It’s because you’re traumatised.

And it is NOT your fault.

Life is too short to be wasted on side dishes, focus on the dessert.

Right now, I have all I need: a hot cup of milk, my soft, pink blanket, a good film... Yet, there's still something missing. Someone, actually: you.