I dont feel as comfortable around you as you think. Seeing you makes me head flud w bad thoughts but you see me as quiet or angry but it’s simply me trying not to be overwhelmed. Im not leaving i still like being around you and doing stuff but i dont know what my future is. I dont even know if im in it :/
You’re going again. Please dont drag me with. It hurts less to just leave me in the dirt. So please do
Im not scared of you anymore. I stopped caring about me a long time ago so good luck
Stop talking nobody wants to hear you . I just annoy others with sentences that don’t even matter and studder after every 4th word. It’s annoying just stop.
Why do you still want me. I know its selfish but im scared. Not of you but of me. I wanna be alone in my room in the dark with nothing but the stars on my ceiling
I feel so alone. I pushed everything away and now you’re gone too. You were the only thing i had left and i left you hating me :/
Im sorry. I didnt mean the words i said to you. I wanted better for you cause i love you. I do nothing but hurt people. I dont want to hurt people. I never have but its all i seem to do
These voices. I still hear them. I love the way they numb everything till i forget. I want to see my blood. I wanna see so much blood. Blood blodd blood blood blood blood blood
I pretend its not but its still in the back of my head. I know you regress but its hard for me. This hurts. My heart hurts
