Love feels like war.
#torture
Since you left, everything’s so much harder. I can’t go to certain places because I’d remember how we used to go there on sunny Fridays and it would break my heart all over again. I can’t stare at the ocean without tearing up because I miss you so much. I don’t know how to say your name without runnig out of breath. It’s so hard to sit in my room when your pictures are no longer on my wall. It hurts so fucking bad to just live without you, going to school is hard because everyone asks me about you all the time. Going to a club is hard because it reminds me of our stupid dance moves. Going to Starbucks is hard because we had our first date there. Going to the cinema is hard because I remember how we kissed for 1,5 hours and had no idea what the movie was about. The break up is definitely not the hardest part about losing someone. It’s the flashbacks that follow.
I remember everything (via written-on-polaroids)
Source: written-on-polaroids
. #suicidal
#unwanted #in #pain #worthless #dead
Pain is everywhere. I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. I could barely breath. #pain #cry #derpession
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I hate it so much when someone does something so horrible and not okay and it hurts you in an unbelievable way and you can’t bear to talk to them, then they wonder what’s wrong and if they did something. They don’t even remember, and if they do, they don’t care. That’s one of the worst things.
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It's hard.
//smile on her lips cuts on her hips//
#suicidal