nymph3tam1n3-deactivated2023050
i literally wasn’t made to work sorry to the freaks who enjoy this grindset shit but you literally have psychological problems. i just want to sit and think and maybe talk and eat and drink
“you’re so quiet” i’m dissociating and ive lost connection with reality
bpdumbaf
the worst thing about being borderline is that when it gets bad you can’t even remember how it felt to feel good
“i am literally insane” i say as i display a common trait of a disorder that i’ve known i’ve had for years
wow wouldn’t it be so cool not to be constantly worried about abandonment
why do i want to quit every job i start lmao
Hot girls shouldn't work
tea...... what im doing is sick nd unnatural
#bpd#mental health#bpd problems#borderline personality traits#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#being borderline#living with borderline#depression#depressed#when someone is so toxic but you love them too much its impossible to leave them#toxic relationship#toxic attraction#toxic#trauma#empty inside#im emotionally unstable#emotionally unstable personality disorder#emotional abuse#emotional trauma
no one listened to me as a child so now i overshare on the internet 💖
Anonymous asked:
Even if a man is not abusive you aren't obliged to stay with him just because he doesn't assault you. He is just as bad of a person if he doesn't support you emotionally, doesn't make time for you and values video games over you. That shows no true love and no respect towards you! I've been in a similar boat, hurt by a man who wasn't abusive in any way and my advice for you is, be picky. Be VERY picky. Have standards and stick to them. Eventually you'll find a person who truly loves and respects you. I wish you luck and I especially wish you to be surrounded only by gentle people who care! 🌸
This ☝☝☝
I don't think anyone is interested in this story with my boyfriend, but basically there's one thing I'd love to say. I had no idea he would turn out to be this way. I was in abusive and toxic relationship before dating him. I told him all about it. I was crying to him about how my ex treated me, i was crying about how my family traumatized me, how i was sexually abused by men. He was so supportive at the beginning. Was telling me that i don't have to worry about that anymore, that he will protect me and i won't ever have to be scared again. He was telling me so many sweet things, that i ended up falling for him. Just the thought of my life without him made me have a breakdown. I was so excited to text him, call him every single day. I stopped going out just to pay all my attention to him, meanwhile he couldn't even stay home for one day to talk to me. He couldn't stop playing game to call me. I really tried hard. It just sucks how there are people out here like me that love with their whole hearts just to end this way.
For everyone that's going to give me hate about leaving, it's not always so easy. There's usually some threats involved and you can't just get up and decide you're leaving. It takes time to actually put yourself together and leave for good.
If anyone has similar experience, I'd love to hear from you, in asks or private messages.
Everyone who took time to read this all, i appreciate you so much and thank you for giving me your time ♥️
Trigger warning
Imagine begging your boyfriend to stop abusing you and he tells you that you deserve to be abused and that he finally understands why men beat up women :)