she's so pretty
living alone at a young age is just: crying at night, convincing yourself you’re going to die in your sleep from an undiagnosed illness, smoking, watching people have parties, drinking alone, forgetting to eat, living in a cycle that makes you despise capitalism more every day, buying things that remind you of childhood, finding comfort in doing the laundry, trying to read books like you did when you were ten, downloading dating apps but never opening them, finding out someone your age from school is pregnant, touch starved, same meal for dinner every week.
no offense but I’ve never gotten over anything that’s happened to me in my life
The Coffeyville Daily Journal, Kansas, January 22, 1898

2:01 am // 1.24.20
today i feel very…… mmmm whats the word… bad







