I almost died the other day because I fell asleep driving and I lost control of my car...the entire time my car was spinning across the freeway and flying into the ditch I was completely calm and at peace, because I thought I was going to die. I would finally be from from all of this sadness...but no I’m still here. Unfortunately.

It’s been about a year and a half and I still can’t have normal feelings for somebody or a healthy relationship. Losing the person who you’ve spent years with, thinking you would be with forever...it messes with everything inside of you 😔