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@hopewless

welcome to nowhere

Whenever I'm with my parents, there's always four of us in the room: my mom, my dad, me, and all the years of repressed, unspoken trauma that we'll continue to silently ignore until the end of time.

“I'm a master at speaking silently, all my life I've spoken silently and I've lived through entire tragedies in silence.”

Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One.

Please be patient with me. Sometimes when I’m quiet it’s because I need to figure myself out. It’s not because I don’t want to talk. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts.

– Kamla Bolanos

i never felt loved by my family which is why i always searched for it in the worst places because when you’re about to die of thirst, even a drop of poison tastes like heaven.